Babe , Don't go.

2011-01-28T23:23:00.000-08:00

(RolePlay PICTURE.)

2010-12-01T22:53:00.000-08:00

2010-12-01T22:43:00.000-08:00

2010-11-23T07:51:00.000-08:00

Sigh. It's been forever.
Live hasn't been easy on me.. even though I'm promoted,
and it's holidays now.

It's just a space to express my feelings.

I hate you , I hate you, I hate you.
No matter how hard I try, It's just hard to get you off my mind.
I'm tired of missing you, I'm tired of thinking of you.
I've already given up, So why are you still haunting me..?
Enough is enough. I know it takes time to heal..
But seriously, how much time do I need ?

And I had enough of you.
Treating my hamsters like their nothing,
Always venting your anger on me.
Enough, enough, enough.
I'm sick and tired of people like that.
I'm already feeling hurt enough.

I Just hate this.

2010-11-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

2010-11-19T06:45:00.000-08:00

2010-11-10T04:20:00.000-08:00

Hai peeps. (:
Life hasn't being going easy for me.. Perhaps a little tough.
But I guess I just wanted to state something that I've noticed amongst friends. :/

*** I want to make it clear that I'm not siding anyone.. cuz you know that every time when people quarrel, I'm neutral.***

Okay, So I just want to state a point of view.. Not only on this recent thing, But also on another thing in the past that I saw during exam period.

Sigh. Okay, firstly, If we were friends, I would seriously not scold you with vulgar or abusive words seriously.. And you know me, I would joke about it, But please do not take it at heart.. I understand that it may be a hurting to the one receiving the words, But please, If you don't understand the person, don't make such jokes..

Okay, so lets look at it from another angle.

Perhaps this was really a joke, Sigh.. So why has it became such a matter..? Perhaps if the joke went too far, we should just forget about it.. right ? and not be like posting all over places like facebook , blogger etc..

So, Another matter, the one during the exam period.

Don't call people stupid.. I'm serious. Even if they are your closest friends.. Especially when they ask you a question about studying. Yes, I've scolded my close friends stupid before.. But in a joking manner.. Like "Shut up, You're stupid and retarded." With a laughter at the back.. I mean, no need to tell you, you know what I mean right ? like , being sarcastic and shit.

And, Lastly.

I just wanted to say..

**NOT REFERRING TO ANY ONE.**

Calling people stupid doesn't make you any cleverer.. Calling people fat will definately not make you skinner.. And calling other people ugly will surely not make you any prettier.. And calling people sluts will certainly not make you less of a slut. So why are people still criticizing people..? I mean, we're all humans, We all have our misfits.. We all are ugly in some way. we all are imperfect. So why are WE.. still sitting around on our butts criticizing people..?

Refuge Of The Forgotten Family; Lawington

2010-11-05T08:33:00.000-07:00

Chapter 2 - Discover Of Love.

Night soon came. It was a downpour for th hole day. Acid rain, that is.. Freya loved the rain. Staring out of the white cement shelter that was in the backyard, she sat there quietly, looking at the rain drops one by one. Sitting on one of those pure white cement chairs attached to the walls of the shelter. Frequent rain was what made Freya decide to stay so long. And before she could even enjoy the rain further, she heard footsteps from behind, splashing against the puddles the rain had formed on the short grass on the ground. Freya tilted her head back to look at who was there.. And surprisingly, she saw the red haired teenager, Shiki walking in the acid rain, the rain drenching his red hair. "my, why are you sitting here alone..?" He paused and before she knew it, he was beside her. Freya's crimson eyes stared hard into his crimson eyes like hers.. only Freya's were deep and his were shallow... Like a shadow of something. "Just looking at the rain, Beautiful isn't it..?" Freya gave a soft smile as her eyes turned up to look at the sky. Freya didn't really hate Shiki, But he was always insulting her.. Shiki then let out a soft chuckle. "You know what's beautiful..?" His hand slid down her chin. Lifting her chin, he directed her face towards him.

"You're pure blood stream... The blood in you is so pure.. You've never feed on humans before have you..?" He leaned down close to her, inches away. His cool breath caressed the skin of her cheeks softly.. Her crimson eyes locked with his shallow ones. Freya was lost in his shallow eyes, her mind went blank for an instant. A cunning grin lit up on Shiki's face.. He leaned down closer to her, his fangs protruding out of his mouth as the thirst in his throat grew. It has been a few days since some dumb human stumbled into their mansion up in the forest, not suspecting a thing.. like why would there be a mansion in the forest. His fangs pressed against the curve between her neck and shoulder. Freya heard another set footsteps from behind. The splashing of the puddles were fast the footsteps were running. Freya snapped out of the blankness in her head. Upon hearing the footsteps, she then realized that Shiki was just millimeters away from biting her. Shiki's thumb on the upper side of her chin. Freya's eyes widened.. But on the other hand, Jonus was the other person who was creating the set of footsteps from the back. Though Jonus did felt on Humans, he would never let anyone touch Freya. He pulled Shiki's arm, the force of his pull, made Shiki fly backwards. Jonus pushed him, slamming Shiki's back against the pole of the shelter.

The pole shattered, pulling the shelter down along with the pole. Freya got up standing there looking at the white beautiful shelter collapse. Shiki got up from the wet grass he landed on. "Damn Jonus! I was just fooling around! You didn't have to be so serious." Shiki let out a groan in pain. Jonus had an furious expression. He grabbed onto shiki's collar, his fingers clenching so hard that his nails went though the fabric, digging through his own flesh.. Staining Shiki's shirt with his blood. His brows pressed together. "If you ever sink your filthy fangs into her..." He took a deep breath, trying to clam himself down.. "I swear.. I will tear your neck apart and make sure you never recover again.." Jonus said with a trembling voice filled with anger. Freya was staring at Jonus a shocked look across her face.. It was the first time anyone in the family would see him so angry. Shiki shivered under the pureblood vampire's grab. "R..relex, I was just fooling around." Freya sighed "Jonus.." She called out with a soft voice, hoping he would calm down. Upon hearing Freya's soft voice, Jonus let out a deep sigh as his fist unclenched, leaving the wound fresh and dripping with blood.

He turned around as his creamy brown eyes looked up to the fragile body of Freya's which was drenched by the acid rain. Her crimson eyes locked with his eyes for awhile. Jonus walked off, breaking eye contact with her. Shiki stood up and brushed his shirt with his hands. Even though there was nothing to brush off as his shirt was wet. "Looks like someone's a little too protective.. And Man! It's my new shirt...!!" Shiki sighed with frustration. "But I did want to taste you for a moment there.." Shiki grinned as he talked. His fangs emerged. Freya sighed.. Without saying a word, she went into the house. She knew she should check on Jonus.. But she didn't know where he was. Jonus on the other hand was in the washroom. He looked at his reflection in the mirror.. Turning the tap on, he left it running. He took in a deep breath.. For a moment, he had let his pureblood anger take control. He then took off the drenched white blouse that he was wearing.

His muscles glistened under the light.. shining off the acid rain drops that had landed on his blouse and then landed on his skin from just now. Freya followed the blood scent that Jonus had left behind.. She reached for the door and pushed it open and stepped in. She looked at his bare top body. "Are you.. alright..?" Freya knew she had to comfort him.. After all, A pure blood vampire's anger can really be out of control sometimes.. So she spoke to him in a soft tone. "You're so easy.. It's hard to protect you when you're like that." His hands clenched again.. His tone and voice shivering in anger. Trying to hold back his anger, when he thought about Shiki feeding off her. "Why do you protect then..?" Freya really didn't understand why he would protect someone like her. Jonus walked up to her, his hands pressed against the wall, trapping her between his arms. "You know how i feel about you. Don't deny those feelings.." Jonus paused as he saw a light blush flash across her face. "I don't know why I feel so attracted to you.. Every time i see you in trouble, I fear that i might loose you.. I Tried so hard to hide these feelings Freya.. But they haunt me everyday and it's driving me insane.." Jonus tone was filled with sadness, but the look on his face was emotionless. Even though he was trying to hide his feelings from her, he blurted everything out from the bottom of his heart.

"I don't love you.. I can't." She replied quickly without hesitation.. Because she could not fall in love with him. "Why..?" He replied.. This time, with a questioned look. "Because.. I can't." Even though Freya knew she was being selfish, she didn't want to tell anyone to know of her identity yet.. The Lawington family. "You can." Jonus this time with an assuring tone and a confident look. "Because I know you feel the same for me." Jonus smiled softly as his eyes turned down to stare at her lips. Freya tilted her head to lock her crimson eyes with his. "I.." she didn't know what to say.. She couldn't deny the feelings she had for him.. And before he knew it his soft tender lips pressed against hers. Her eyes opened wide as she felt his lips pressing against hers. It was the first time Jonus had kissed her on the lips.. And just like that, Freya's first kiss was taken away. Perhaps you would say that their old fashion.. But Love is a different concept for these immortal creatures. For vampires to fall in Love, it meant that they would be choosing their eternal Lover.. Or in other words, their life partner.

-To Be Continued.

:3 I decided to make chapter 2 shorter, as a lot of people are complaining that chapter 1 was freaking long D:
Watch out for chapter 3.. I'm almost halfway done with the script :D

2010-10-24T05:01:00.000-07:00

Rawr, I just haven't been able to work on chapter two.
I know many people are complaining that the chapter is too long. xD
Heh, I don't know ._. And i wanna up load photo's, but the uploader is not working.
so until next time peeps. <3
And since exam is over, I'm going to work on chapter's and drawings :D
Buhbai!~

2010-10-09T00:36:00.000-07:00

Life has just been busy with exams and shit.. And I curled my hair! 8D
It went dry though.. I haven't been doing chapter two since i'm having exams
and I'm studying most of the times.. So bare with me. x3 It's the last lap for this year..
GOODLUCK TO EVERYONE :3.

Refuge Of The Forgotten Family; Lawington.

2010-09-21T06:04:00.000-07:00

Refuge Of The Forgotten Family; Lawington.

Chapter I - Freya Lawington.

'-Death day, March 30th.. 2010
"Freya!" The Last time I heard my name leave his lips. My weak body shivered in his seemingly large and warm arms. My eye lids felt heavy as ever. I Knew my time was up.. Even opening my eye lids now seemed to take a lot of strength. As my eye lid's fold up, my eyes rolled up to his flawless face as I saw his eyes with tears. The warm tears rolled down his face soon after they filled his lower eye lids. It was the first time i saw him cry.. And weirdly enough, I felt glad. Why..? Because I was now sure that he loved me. I felt his muscles pull together as he pulled my body up to embrace me.. His forehead on my shoulder. As his warm body touched mine, I felt our flesh press together. His left hand shifted from my back to my neck. His fingers reached up to run through my soft black hair. Something warm dripped off my shoulder and it was his tear. Then, I heard him inhale as his soft voice pieced words together, sending them out of his lips. "Don't leave me.. Don't you ever.." His tone was frantic as ever, filled with concern.. and for a first time, a sophisticated tone I could not understand. But for one thing i know, I felt sorry. I really didn't want to leave him behind, but I slowly gasped for air as I felt myself gasp for air as it is no longer Thirst that i feel. I know that i have to give him at least a last slight of warmness. I used the last bit of strength in me to pull my biceps together, moving my hand to his face, my fingers glided up his baby skin face. His hand came right after mine, holding my hand against his face.. Which was so soft. His Right hand's grip on my shoulder loosened as he lowered me so we could regain eye contact. This time, His face had a calm expression.. But I know he was in agony. He had always been the type that hid his emotions to himself. My lips pulled up on the sides to became a soft smile.. It surprised me, that i smiled. As I drew my last breath, I Whispered "I Love You." before my eyes closed.. And this time, it was for eternity.

August 27th.. Monday. 1960
It's Summer.. I was only three.. But I knew well what was going on with my mother and.. 'Father'. Everytime , I would see my mother with injury.. Yes, My father was a vampire.. or I would like to refer to Blood sucking beasts. And i was a Half vampire.. Pathetic isn't it..? Fate was something you couldn't escape from after all.. I Had just woke up from sleep on that cold winter night.. At that time, I wanted to find my mother because of a nightmare that I had.. I got off my bed, moving my fragile body move across the hall of my house.. The scent of sweet human blood filled my nostrils as I approached my parent's room.. Being a child , It didn't really affect me as the thirst wasn't so strong. I Heard my mother call out.. "Vincent.. I'm not going to last if you continue to suck.." I tip-toed to peek at a hole of the paper window. My eyes widened at what i saw.. My father feeding on my mother.. Sucking the life out of her.. As my mother begged for her life, I could only hear that vampire getting more aggressive. It was the first time i saw Vampires feeding.'
-Dearest, Freya.

"That was all they could find of the remains at the mansion of the Lawington family." A Servant said to a Blond haired man which was reading the diary. The blond haired man threw Freya's diary on the office table. "Ahh.. The Lawington family.. A threat to our human society.. Too bad their only son fell for a human, and their only child is a girl.. which carries a weak body due to her cross breed between human and vampire." He chuckled to himself. "Looks like our vampire hunters can have a good rest now." His servant shook his head in disagreement. "Miss little Freya would be a problem as well sire.. We won't want any other descendant of the Lawington family to rise again.. Because she is alive somewhere after the Lawington mansion burnt down." The blond man nodded.. He raised his hand and waved, signaling the servant to leave. The servant gave a slight bow and left the room, closing the door softly to let the man think in silence... The real story begins.

A black haired girl was awaking from sleep as it started raining.. And it wasn't a normal rain.. It was acid rain. Her skin looked like it glowed because of her black hair. Her crimson eyes slowly opened as her vision was blur. Once her vision was cleared, She pushed her fragile body up with her arms. A Sudden urge was felt as her eyes started to glow red. Her hand lifted to her neck as she felt her throat itch.. Her fingers clenched onto her neck, Gasping for air. Just as her nails dug into her flesh, She heard a soft knock on her door. "Freya? What are you waiting for..? We're celebrating you and we're all ready!" Yes.. That girl on the bed was Freya.. All grown up and matured. "I'll be there in a minute." Freya's tone was cold and sophisticated.. Freya stood up on her feet as she stood 5"11.. The thin slender figure walked over to the table to grab the bandages.. Wrapping them around her neck.. Being a half vampire, meant that her wounds would recover slower.. Which is a disadvantage.. Her half human blood would probably drive the other vampires crazy. Her long thin fingers reached for the door knob as she twisted the knob and pushed open the door. "Sorry Jenna." Freya sighed.. She didn't really like to speak.. but it was necessary.. She hated vampires.. She hated herself.. But she knew the vampire's here were different. Jenna frowned and looked at the fragile body's neck. "Why..? Why do you reject to feed..?" Jenna sighed as she made a sad face.. "Why don't you ever tell us everything of your past..?" The half vampire was sensitive with tones expressed from people.. Be it humans or vampires.. Nothing could escape her ears.. And right now, Jenna's tone was with Sadness. "Because it's not pleasant." Her words were clear and simple.. again. "And it's all over anyway." She continued after taking a breath.

Jenna sighed softly.. again. She always wanted to hide her sadness.. She thought if Freya was treated any colder, She would shatter.. Like a porcelain doll. Jenna grabbed Freya's hand, tugging on the hand she grabbed, She guides Freya downstairs where everyone was gathered. Freya took a glance.. everyone was there.. In the 'family' there were in total six members.. Sitting at the extreme left was Shino.. Jenna's 'Life Partner'. Beside him, Shiki.. The red hair-ed teenager. Shiki was the feisty one.. He won't hesitate to feed off a human.. Which is why Freya is not really found of him.. Beside him, Rinne.. Who was here for 4years.. the newest member.. Youngest too.. No one really knows her age.. but she gets along with Shiki.. Which is why Freya doesn't really talk to her too. The last member.. Jonus Drakul. A Man, Close to Freya's age.. Light brown hair.. with two smooth tails down his back.. Milky brown eyes.. The name Drakul.. From the Late king of a country.. The last thing before Freya saw before she stopped looking at news papers.. Jenna pushed Freya's shoulders forcing her to sit in the middle.. where she hated.. because everyone would look at her. "My, My, why don't you just feed Freya ? Instead of hurting yourself like that.. It's not like I want to be bothered with your business or anything, But you should know better your blood is driving me insane." Shiki complained as his eyes scanned the bandages of her neck, the blood stains on it. "SHIKI!" Jenna screamed with her cute voice strained.. She didn't want to ruin today.. Because she knew that Freya would be upset at hearing his words. "My Shiki, Stop being such a baby. It's her 10th year here, so quit being such a party popper." Shino winked at Jenna, catching her back. "Pfft." A soft sound Shiki made by blowing wind through his front teeth.. out of his lips. Freya sighed.. She didn't want to spoil Jenna's 'party' so she decided to keep quiet. A wide spread was on the table.. Jenna's work.. again. "Oh.. We're missing something." Shino grinned as he stood up and walked into the kitchen.. Grabbing a wine bottle and five wine cups.. And a normal drinking cup. He filled the drinking cup with normal water and walked out of the kitchen. Jenna clapped.. surprised he could hold so much things with only two hands. He placed the wine glasses around for each of them.. and the drinking cup filled with water for Freya.. but he wasn't just going to offer her water.. After he placed everything down on the table, He took out a medication box.. Filled with what they call Blood tablets. Throwing two of the pills inside, the water in the cup turned red. "Drink this. At least bring down the thirst a little." Shino winked again to Jenna, Assuring her that Freya was well taken care of. Freya gave a soft smile that was barely noticeable. "Thank you." Freya with her old tone again.

Jonus was siting opposite of Freya.. He kept staring at her through out the meal.. His Brown milky eyes looked at her like they were devouring her soul.. And of course, Her crimson red eyes stared back.. They soon finished their meal.. Shino and Jenna was glad that Freya finished her cup of 'water'. They were like the parents of the so called 'family'.. Perhaps they'll have their own children someday.. Who knows..? Freya's thirst for blood was subsided, because of the 'water' she drank.. which actually contained blood tablets. "I'll do the dishes!" Jenna broke the silence in the air.. It wasn't silence.. It was intensity.. The blood sucking intensity.. "I'll dry them for you." Shino smiled as he helped her keep the dishes.. on the other hand, Janus and Freya was not distracted by the two love birds chipping away as they went into the kitchen.. The dinning table was filled with silence again.. Intensity really. Janus stood up suddenly.. He couldn't take it anymore.. The intensity. He pushed the chair that he was sitting on away with the force of him standing up, he then walked with a quick pace to Freya.. Not saying a word, He grabs her wrist, pulling her, her frail body lifts off the chair.. like a feather that was blown by the wind. "He always cleans up the mess she makes." Rinne shook her head as she turns to Shiki, staring him in the eye. "If you want, I Can share my blood with you." Shiki laughed as he threw his head back with a hand on his stomach laughing. Rinne wailed and whacked him.. the two playing away. Janus pulled her up to his bed room.. Closing and locking the door, He gave a light push on her body.. Her back lands against the soft bed.. Her Raven black hair spreaded as her head rested on the pillow.. Freya from the moment he grabbed her wrist, Kept silent.. Because she knew what was going to happen.. She knew better then anyone. "Stay still. I won't bite." He assured her as he removed her bandage.. Gliding his fingers across her wounds.. Freya shrugged.

Her wounds were really bad.. The fragrance of her blood was so sweet and fresh. Jonas reached his hand to the back of her neck. He lifted her neck as his glistening fangs protruded out of his mouth. He wasn't going to bite.. But the urge was there. He lifted her neck gently as her head was thrown back as a natural movement.. A Pure blood vampire's saliva would help her wound recover faster, so he wanted to relief her pain. He leaned down close to her, His mouth near her wound. His tongue slowly pressed against the holes where her nails had dug into just now.. Tasting her sweet blood. He coated her wounds with saliva.. He quickly pulled away from her as he felt his urge to bite her.. He lowered her from his arms as he uses a hand to push her head back. "Is the thirst getting more worse..?" His voice with concern, but his expression emotionless. Freya knew that deep inside him, he cared for her. As his warm words enter her ears, She turned her head to the side.. Her face hardening with disgust. "Yeah. I haven't fed for years.. What did you expect for the outcome..?" Freya's voice again, carying a cold tone. She knew how Jonus felt about her, But she didn't want to accept him.. She can't. His fingers behind her neck clenched a little.. Not hurting her though. "I know.. It's hard for you now.. So until i find a way.." His hand traveled up to The back of her head again, bringing her head close to his neck. Freya's eyes widened. She smelt the blood of a Pure Blood vampire.. A nice scent indeed.. Her tender soft lips touching his bare neck. But the thing is, She really didn't want to feed off him. Her hand reached up to his blouse.. Clenching on it.. Crumbling his shirt. He felt her hand clenching onto him.. so he grabbed her wrists and pinned her down against the soft cotton filled bed. "I Promise this will be the last time." He smiled softly and stretched his neck out for her.. The temptation was getting stronger.. And she couldn't hesitate anymore.. Her fangs grew out of her mouth.. She pierced her fangs into his flesh.. His Pure vampire blood flowed into her.. down her throat. Freya closed her now glowing red eyes.. She sighed softly. She pulled away from him a minute later. "How do you feel..?" he asked with a tone he couldn't hide from her.. His tone was mixed between Sadness and awkwardness.. Trying to hide the sadness tone that is.. A tone like his could not escape her ears. Her face was still hardened with a disgusted look on her face.

Jonus wrapped his arms around her neck and waist.. He smiled. Freya didn't know why he did that.. She didn't know what was Love anyway.. The young girl grew up in the world alone.. Without anyone to lean on or learn from.. Until Jenna found her on the streets one day. As she remembers the past, Jenna opened the door and came into the room. "I smelt blood.. So I came.." She paused as she saw Jonus hugging her. Jonus let go of Freya as he saw Jenaa enter the room. He got up and walked pass Jenna.. without saying a word. Jonus didn't really talk to the others.. sometimes.. But not really. Jenna walked in and sat beside Freya. "At least you talk to me.." Jenna giggled softly.. "Are you alright...?" She asked with a concern look across her face. Freya chuckled softly. "I'm fine.. You know.. You show your emotions too easily.." Freya's chuckling stopped, it now became a soft smile. Jenna shook her head while she spoke. "I don't see why that is a bad thing Freya." Jenna smiled sweetly.. But that sweet smile slowly turned into a emotionless look. "Freya.." Jenna paused as she waited for a response from her. "Hm..?" Freya answered, already knowing what she wanted to ask. "Why do you refuse to tell us your past..? Jenna frowned. "Because i don't want to remember.. Because i don't want to be a part of it anymore.." Freya sighed.. Her answer the same as always. Jenna shook her head as a warm smile formed on her face. "No Freya.. Only if you accept it... You will truly let go.." Jenna spoke with her warm tone as always. Freya couldn't argue with what she had said.. But, It was not only that she didn't want to be reminded of the past, But if they would to know a royal decedent's child, even though she was hybrid offspring was amongst them, Things would be different from now.. How Jenna, Shino, Shiki, Rinnie.. and most importantly Jonus would change. Freya didn't want them to change.. She just want things to be the same from now..

That's all for chapter one x3
I'm working on chapter two now! <3

2010-09-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

M'kay Guys, I'm currently working on another Story..
And i assure you, this time it would be a great one.. o:
I've moved on to advanced roleplaying.. which means I post more wordy stuff..
xD Not really wordy, but you know.
And It will come out chapter by chapter.. and i think it's going to be a long story,
because I'm working on chapter 1 which is currently two foolscap paper which is
now filled with words. xD And it's still going x3 I'll perhaps compleate chapter one in two or three more days.. So Yeah, look forward to it and i would love suggestions.. I'll post the pictures and stuff up soon perhaps. And yeah. I'll post real soon. <3

2010-08-14T02:53:00.000-07:00

Woah, Its been so long. LOL
Okay.. So Yeah. Whats up with my life..?
Studying.. NE mation.. Hmm.. Roleplaying.. Gaia..
And Cosplay. XD Yeah. I'm starting to cosplay. <3
And, Guess what.. Im Looking for wigs.. But have no idea where to get them.
LOL! Hah. And yeah.. Thats about all.. <:
Will post chapter 13 right after. <3

2010-07-07T08:15:00.000-07:00

Chapter 12: Athrun.

Athrun pointed his large scythe-like weapon at Creed. "You.. Move aside.. I won't hurt handicapped people.."

Within a few sceonds, Creed had the knife of his lance against Athrun's neck.. The knife millimeters away from his flesh. "I'm better off without my sight.. Maybe better then you.." Creed said it with a cocky voice and smirked. In a blink of an eye, Athrun waved his weapon towards Creed's waist.. Able to hear the sound of the blade's movement, Creed Immediately Shift his position. Leon shot a few shots at Athrun in the air to distract Athrun from Creed. As soon as Leon landed.. Athrun was behind him. Athrun waved his blade towards Leon, Wanting to slice his flesh. But, His blade couldn't reach Leon's body.. A Force field was protecting Leon.. It was Misa..

"Magic..?" Athrun looked towards her.

"What..? You got a problem skinny boy..?" Misa snapped at him.

"you better take that back.." Athrun charged forward at Misa. He pushed the sharp edge of his weapon at her.. Misa used her scythe to block his attack, with the edge of his blade a few centimeters From her scalp.

"Back off." Zac grabbed Athrun neck with his sharp claws, Having five small holes in his neck.. bleeding.. But Zac did not seize the chance to kill him. Surprisingly, Athrun's Blood was Not red.. But purple.. Like it was polluted. Zac let go of athrun.. who fell on the floor. Knowing he was out-numbered, Athrun mumbled "I'll Be back For revenge.." He vanished into the shadows.

"That was close..." Leon sighed and walked over to Misa, helping her up.

"I Am Zac. The head of resistance.. in this area.." Zac smiled and walked over to Misa. He took her hand up and pressed his lips against her hand. "Nice to meet you.."

Misa blushed and smiled. "Misa.. This is Leon, Creed and Iyumi.. We've been fighting awhile.. Looking for my mother." She sighed.

"Hey." Leon looked at his fangs. "Why.. I Mean, Your not human.."

"Because i was one." Zac smiled.

"I know where their lab is.. Your mum is probably there.." Zac said.

"I would love to see her.." Misa sighed.. "Save her at least."

"I Would join you.. If you guys don't mind.."

"No objections.." Creed smiled towards zac.

"Nope." Iyumi Slided her sword back into the side of her belt.

Chapt 13, coming right up.

2010-07-03T14:13:00.000-07:00

Chapter 11: the resistance.

Zombies were surrounding the bar of the resistance. A Man stood outside. His name is Athrun. He seemed to be skinny like he was drugged abused.

"We Know the resistance is in here. Come out with your hands over your heads and we will spare your lives." Athrun seemed to be holding back his troops. The zombies were kept in cages before they were released. It was easier to control as they might attack their own leaders for flesh and blood.

"Bullshit. They have already gained enough information about us. We will be turned into zombies if we got captured." Iyumi sharpened her short sword.

The people in the resistance took their weapons and stood up. eager to fight. A Tall man by the name of Zac stood up. He spoke with his voice in grief. "We're not goanna go down easy... Not after all this.. After all that we've done."

Misa scanned him with her eyes.. Zac didn't seem to have a weapon.. she looked up to his face and saw his fangs. "Wow.. A Vampire is in the resistance too." He Winked at her.

"Looks like we have another battle on our hands." Creed grabbed his lance and got up as Leon checked his ammo.

The atmosphere of the bar was silent and tense, Everyone ready to fight. After a second or two, The resistance Heard Chain's dropping on the floor. The zombies were released. It was a sign to them that the battle has started. The Innocent people were guided to one corner, protected by a few of the resistance.

"Time to Rock' n Roll Guys." Zac shouted.

Misa grabbed her scythes and magic book and kicked open the door. All the resistance rushed out. Including Creed, Iyumi & Leon.

Athrun was shocked that there were so many of the resistance here. He sit back and watched.

Zac's claws grew out as he got ready for a fight. "Blood sucking time..." His eyes turned red. He Swiped his razor sharp claws on one of the zombies and inserted his fangs into the zombie's neck. Iyumi stabbed a zombie in the head.. Leon leaped up in the air and shot his gun at several zombies, the bullets shoving through their heads. Misa grabbed Her scythe, sliding it across her hand, her blood covering the blade of her scythe. She grabbed Creed's lance, Dripping her blood on his blade.

A Zombie ran up to Creed's back. "Creed! Behind you!" Creed waved his lance around, His lance pushed through the zombie's neck, his head rolling on the floor. Misa Spun her scythe around, the zombies who got in touch with the blade of her scythe, Zac punched through a zombie's head, sucking all its blood up. "Ah.. Little.. but fresh.."

A Few of the resistance got hurt and were laying around. "Guys ! I Need cover !" Misa gathered all the injured and rushed to the side of the road. "Hang in there.." Zac stood behind Misa, Throwing off the zombies that smelled the blood. She placed them side by side, then she placed Her book on her lap and her hands over them, Forming a force-field. "I hope it works.. Its the first time I've Tried a mass healing.."

"I Belive in you.. Girl." Zac tilted his head back and smiled. Athrun saw what was happening, he leaped down from the top of the building.. "You will pay..." He said with his empty eyes.

Im sorry for the delay ! D: , Chapter 12 will be out latest by 7 july ! :3

2010-07-02T18:57:00.000-07:00

New Characters:

First guy.

Name: Athrun.

Age: 19.

Race: Human.

Weapon: In picture.

Bio: He was Captured when he was a small boy. Even though he feels bad and guilty when he watch the zombies kill his own kind, he could not do anything as he has always been afraid of the upper leaders who always bully him. He Was drugged from young so that he would listen to the leaders command and not retaliate.

Second guy.

Name: Zac

Age: 25.

Race: Vampire.

Weapon: Fangs and claws. He carries with him a sword for protection.

Bio: He Got bitten by a women when he was in a bar one night, he didn't wanted to be a vampire. But it was all too late. He Started off by sucking human blood, He then realised it was ruthless. He stopped consuming human blood, turned to animals and zombies instead, even though zombie's don't have much blood. He joined the resistance ever since, and now is the head of the resistance.

2010-06-29T01:49:00.000-07:00

Chapter 10: Leon or Creed ?

Misa opened her eyes, She Saw a white haired muscular man, holding her in his arms. She felt so small and weak. But, She felt very safe and secured at the same time. The sides of her lips pulled up, her charming eyes Wide open. Her smooth cheeks pinkish red. She smiled looking up at him.

"Oh..Your awake.. Aren't you ?" Creed smiled at her. His perfect sharp face turned down at her. His strong arms pulling her up onto his shoulder.

She giggled. "Im fine creed. Do you actually notice that we're in an alley ?"

"I know, But you were tired." He chuckled trying to tease her.

"Oh shut up creed." She Realized her scythes were missing. "Hey, My scythes are left in that alley."

"We should go get it." Creed got onto his feet, he helped her up.

Iyumi followed Leon for a Few streets and got restless. "God.. Can you please wake up."

"I Lost another.." Leon sighed and continued to walk forward. He turned and walked back towards that alley.

Misa walked forward infront of Creed. "You think their still there ?"

Creed walked forward. He picked up his speed. Passing by her, he grabs her hand. She stunned
for a moment but manage to grasp her breath. "I think they are. He probably wants to say sorry."

"Maybe..." She felt secure as he held her hand and by surprise, she did like it.

They proceeded to the previous alley, Leon and Iyumi already there. Leon saw Creed and Misa hand in hand. Misa's eyes met with Leon, she knew it would upset him, So she quickly backed her hand away from creeds, she walked forward to get her scythes. There was silence.

Leon walked up to her while she took her scythes. "Misa.. Im really sorry for yelling at you and stuff. it was really stupid. Could you like.. You know.. Forgive me ?"

Unsure of what to say.. she didn't let her eyes meet his. Her head was still tilted down. " I guess its okay.."

"Are we still..."

"I..." Her head turned over to the tense Creed. His face was tensed up, he was obviously guessing the answer that she was going to speak out of her mouth. A Disappointed answer..

Creed noticed that her voice was directed at him. "No.. Its okay.. Im fine. Continue." Its obviously not his truthful answer. His head was thinking... Sigh. I know its him you truly love. But still.. Its been a long time since any girl have gave me this kind of feeling....

"I Guess... The truth is, im not sure anymore..." She looked down. holding her scythes. Still trying not to let her eyes meet his.

"Do I still have a chance..?" Leon asked.. He was afriaid of her answer.

"Maybe ?" She finally smiled. She looked up at him. Finally turning her eyes up at his.

Greed let out a sigh, showing a sight of relief.

"Maybe we need to cool off." Iyumi sighed.

"How bour a few shots at the bar ?" Creed agreed smiling.

The sun was setting as they headed there.

[Leon walked beiside Misa silently. The silence was killing him.

"we'll head to the mall tomorrow. Im sure we'll find her." He said in a happy tone, Glad that He finally found something to say.

They proceeded to the Bar nearby. It was the only one left after the infection as the resistance always gathered there. It was somewhere they could let their guard down, a place that was clean. The bartender Greeted Iyumi with a smile, knowing that she was a usual there.

"Their my friends. Human, well, almost. No worries. Their resistance too." Iyumi took a seat.

Misa chuckled as she heard Iyumi say "Almost" as only Leon knew her of her half fox demon father. "Its really great to know what a place is still preserved for us. i mean.. humans."

"Yeah." The bartender agreed. "We've already lost some Resistance." He let out a sigh. "But anyways, what would you guys like ?"

"Vodka."

"Usual." Iyumi named as she was always at the bar.

"Something light."

"Make that two vodka's." Creed smiled.

The bartender went to get the drinks..

"Im sorry for being such a bitch just now.. I just don't like people to mistake me." Iyumi slides one side of her lips up, Forming a half smile.

"Its okay.. I know how you feel." Misa twirled with the cup That the bartender just served her, making the liquid inside spin. She took a sip and realized it was red wine. "Mmmm."

Iyumi got long island. She Swallowed down the drink quickly. "One more.."

Leon checked his guns. Loading the bullets and shoving it back into his gun holder, He took the glass. Taking a sip or two of the vodka.

Creed notices some strange noise in the calm jazz music. "I Think i sense trouble."..........................

OMG.. Sorry for the delays. .w. ,
Im just really busy and stuff. I'll try to update chap 11 as soon as i can !!

2010-06-26T12:59:00.000-07:00

Chapter 9: Iyumi or Misa ?

-They four rested in a dark alley.-

"So.. Why were you chased by them?" Creed asked as he was suspecting her.

"I Dunno. I Woke up from this Science room. They locked all the humans up there.. It only took days for me to find out what their trying to do.. They want more information of us.. So that they can find a way to change every single human into a zombie.. Cold blooded shit..I Don't know how the hell they even get away from all these. But yeah. I ran out.. They were chasing me down.. That's really all to me." -She Refused to Continue.. She lights up another cig and took a puff.-

-Leon Punched the brick on the wall it had a lump after he punched it.- "Damn !"

"No use getting so worked up." -Iyumi tossed a cig to leon And lighted up hers. She walked over to him, panting on the shoulder and smiling. Misa wakes up and she saw iyumi doing that. she was feeling alittle worked up, she kept silent, not wanting to say a word. she tried to get up but as she was weak, she feel into Creed, who was siting nearby.-

"Misa, your up ? How are you feeling ?" -Creed Grabbed her gently by the arms, helping her up. When his hands touched the skin of her arms, he knew she was feeling cold. At the same time, he felt that her skin was smooth as silk. He took off his coat and placed it around her, rubbing her arms alittle.- "There." -he smiled. it was the first time they've seen him smile such a warm smile, A smile he hadn't flashed for a long time..-

"Thanks Creed." -She notices that Leon was looking into iyumi's eyes. She got really worked up. But still , she remained silent. she leaned over to Creed's shoulder, feeling a Little sad. She sighed.-

-Leon looked over and finally saw that misa was awake. He also noticed that she was laying on his shoulder. He walked over and grabbed her injured arm- "You okay ? Why are you laying on his shoulder ?!" -He recklessly walked over , angry, he shouted as he demanded an Answer.-

"Hey Leon ! My arm hurts ! And why can't i lay on his shoulder when your staring at her so..So... Urghh !Whatever !" -she wiggled her arm from his grip.-

-He realized that he grabbed her injured arm, He let it go quickly.- "I Was not looking at her that way. Misa ! Your Over Reacting !" -He raised his voice at her.-

"Yeah, So what if we were ? Is it wrong that i stared at him, and him staring back ? who are you to him?" -Iyumi got upset as she felt misunderstanded.-

"Hey, The new girl. Shut up. Don't Make me..." -Creed answered angrily as he felt that she was insulting misa.-

"I Am not over reacting. You were staring at her. Even when i woke up, you didn't realize it. See ! She even Says so." -Misa's tears welled up.-

"What the F... I Wasn't Okay !? WHY THE HELL DON'T YOU BELIEVE ME ?!" -Leon Shouts with irritation.

"Stop it Leon. your hurting her."

"you screamed at me for her. You did that." -Misa's tears Rolled down her eyes. Her face turned red. She got up without taking her scythes. thou she was weak, She ran off with tears flowing. Leon was lost in his thoughts, not sure whether he should chase after her.-

"Dude ! Go after her. God. I Think i was wrong about you." -Creed took his lance and went after her.-

-Leon stood there. His head blank.-

"Bastard. Leon.. Just ignore him..And it was stupid of her." -Iyumi took a puff of her cigarette . Glad that the argument was over.-

-Leon Punched a metal container that was beside him.- "Shit." -He walked away from the alley. Iyumi followed behind.-

"Misa ! Misa !?" -Creed shouts for her, he chased after movement he heard. Misa ran forward, Wiping her tears as she ran.. she tripped over a small coin, Fallen and hurt, she leans her back to a wall, curling herself up as she sniffed. Creed followed behind, panting.-

"Misa...." -He turned to her, sniffing, Bandaged, Crying.- "Shh. Is going to be okay. Don't worry." -He Sat next to her, pulling her into his chest. cuddling her close, Comforting her. "Please.. Don't cry.." -he sighed.-

"Even thou its only been a Few days.. Even thou.." -She continued to sniff. Tears fell non stop. He placed a hand over her head. rubbing her hair, he pressed her lips against her smooth hair.- "Its okay. Shh.."

-Leon walked miles, reflecting on what he had done. Iyumi followed behind. bored.- "Just go find her. I know she still loves you."

-He pointed His gun at her.- "You caused all this. Shut up before i do something to you."

-She raised her hands up- "Fine."

-Misa fell asleep in Creed's arms. He rubbed her head. and sighed. he thought to himself. Sigh. poor girl.. how do i tell her of my feelings ? I think its not a good time now..

What will happen next ? FIND OUT IN CHAP 10 ! <3 Bai readers.
And sorry for the delay in chap 9 ^^!

2010-06-22T15:06:00.000-07:00

Chapter 8: Iyumi ???!!!

"Oww ! Damned.." -Misa leans her back against Creed's door.-

"Here" - Creed tored a portion of his shirt as he walked pass the Leon, who was stunned still. Creed wraped it around misa's arm to stop the bleeding.- "We Need To tend to this. Although i can't see. it smells bad."

"R...Right." -Leon shook his head and agreed.-

-Creed Carried Misa into the house. Stunned From the wound..Leon Looked at misa, who was in pain.- "Hang in there. Your goanna be fine."

-She forced a smile On her face. Creed passed the first-aid box to Leon..- "I Could only do limited." -he chuckles abit.-

-Leon grabbed the first aid box and whipped it open. He Took the alcohol out and dabbed it abit on to the cotton bud.- "This is goanna hurt.."

"Go ahead.." -Misa grabbed a pillow and bit it.-

-Leon gently Dabbed the cotton that was wet with alcohol onto her arm. Misa bit the pillow with all the strength she could to distract herself from the pain. He Wraped her arm around with the bandage.- "The lucky thing is.. the Virus haven't spreaded to your blood. Otherwise.." -Leon gave a heavy sigh.- "The bad thing is thou, its goanna leave a scar." -Leon helped Misa up and leaned her back against the sofa.-

"Feeling okay misa ?" -Creed's Voice with worry.-

"Im fine.. i guess. I Want to check on the mall today. So, Don't Worry.." -Misa Grabbed her arm just below the bandage, getting up from the blood stained sofa-

"NO ! Misa.. Look at your arm. Your in no condition to..............." -Leon Screams at her, Grabbing her un-hurt arm. to pull her to face him-

"Alright. We'll Head out now." -Creed interupted and stood up.-

"Creed. You don't know how bad her arm is its...." -Misa looks down as her tears wells up-

"Look Leon. I Know shes in no condition to go there now. But.. you and I both know, how it feels like to loose someone we love. I Lost my dad, my mum, My brother..... My Wife. I know shes in no condition to go. But remember Leon. She has us. Belive in yourself and me. We will protect her.Besides.. we might not get there even if we leave now." -Creed struggled with the word.. My Wife..-

"Your wife ?" -Leon looked up to him with his eyes opened wide.. Misa's Tears fell. she felt both sad and touched by what Creed has just said..-

-Creed gave out a sigh.- "Yes.. My wife.. She was beautiful.. Light brow hair.. Nice figure.. To tell the truth, i really have no idea where she is now.. All that i know is.. She left to the hair salon on the day of invasion. We Lost contact. No Calls. No visits. No Letters. Nothing."

"Sorry man.." -Leon wrapped his arms around misa, He pulled her close and hugged her tightly.- "its okay babe.. She's goanna be just fine.. I Promise you.."

-They walked down the silent alley.....-

"Shit !!" -Iyumi runs towards the three with five zombies chasing after her, her face half covered with blood.-

"I Smell Blood." -Creed whipped out his lance and throws it towards the front. The Lance shot in rocket speed, the blade Passing through two zombies hearts. Iyumi falls onto the ground, wailing in pain. Leon shoots his guns at the other three zombies. Misa rushes over with an bandaged arm.-

"You okay !?" -She places her two hands over iyumi's head. building a force field around her. Her wound slow closed up. Misa offered a towel to wipe her blood covered face.-

"Thanks...." -Iyumi grabbed the towel as she looked up at that black haired , pale skin'ed Pretty girl, her eyes slowly scanned up to Leon's muscular body And Creed's Wide shoulders.- "Who are you people..? Why did you save me..? And what are you doing here..?"

-Misa spits blood from her mouth. she turns away to hide it from Leon. But he Saw it anyways. He reached for her not-bandaged arm. He pulled her up and turned her body to face him. She turned away.- "God misa.. You okay?"

"I Guess.. Think its because i used magic when im weak. I'll be fine.. don't freak out. I think she needs some tending.." -Misa Cracked a smile.-

"Im fine.. don't bother." -Iyumi gets up on her feet as she lit up a cig.- "you haven't answered my questions."

-Creed tilt his head up towards iyumi.- "We saved you, and your demanding we explian ourselves ? Weird woman."

"Fine.. Im leaving. Thanks thou. Fox girl." -Iyumi Puffed out smoke.-

"No... Wait.." -Before she could finish, she fell into Leon's Arms.- (perhaps going to the mall while she was still wounded was a bad idea afterall.)

2010-06-22T14:54:00.000-07:00

**NEW CHAR!**

Name: Iyumi.

Age: 19.

Weapons: Sword.(Anything she can use acctually.)

Bio: Despite her Looks, Shes a really quiet and Over-Mature girl. She don't like crowds, And her background is unknown, as she doesn't talk to anyone about it.

2010-06-20T03:16:00.000-07:00

Chapter 7 : Leon With Misa ?

"Shhhhhh." -Misa reached for Leons neck, pulling him closer. Pressing her tight warm lips on his.-

-The kiss lasted for a moment. she let his neck go and blushed. Her face turned red.- "...I..Im going to bed !" -she grabbed her jacket and ran upstairs.--Leon Sit there, stunned still. He thought to himself. Uhh ! ...Leon.. your such a bastard.. He smiled and laid back on the sofa, Drifting to sleep....-

-Misa went back to her room. still blushing with her face red... she thought to herself.. AHHH ! What have you done idoit ! how am i going to face him tomorrow !!....... She blushed and smiled while she pulls the blanket over her.. still blushing.-

**The Next Morning.**

-The smell of eggs and sausages flew through the air-

-Leon wakes up stretching His arms.- "Urghhhhhh..... Is there something to eat misa ?.."

"Dreaming about her ?" -Greed laughs aloud-

"Wha... Greed its you.. Damn. for a Blind guy, you know your way around." -Leon rubbed his eyes.-

"Its my house After all" -Greed chuckled.-

-Misa walked down the stairs with her hair undone she yawned- "Meh.. Im hungry.." -She stumbled down the stairs and walked to the sofa, still with her eyes closed. She walked over to the sofa, and sat on Leon's lap.- "Why is the sofa so warm ?" -she rubbed her eyes to clear her sight-

-Leon wrapped his arms around her and placed his chin on her shoulder- "Morning misa."

-She looked and realized it was Leon.- "M....Morning." -she blushed and stayed on his lap- "Morning Greed !"

"morning misa, how was your night ?" -Greed left some french toast and Eggs on the table. he let out a sigh- "We don't have to pay for these anymore. but im glad we still have food. since the zombies don't need food." -He gave a chuckle and ate down the food quickly.-

-Misa Got up from Leon's lap. and walked over to have some eggs.- "My night was fine. But, Damn Greed. Your a good cook." -She laughed and pat Greed on the shoulder.-

***Gun fires***

"I hear zombie movements ! Looks like we have more company. " -Misa jumped of her sit and grabbed her scythes-

"Its safe here, but We need to take care of them. "

"Yeah.." -Leon whips out his gun and opened the door-

-Misa followed behind him, Leon Fired his gun at a zombie's head, the bullet blasted all the way through. With a few smooth movements, Greed waved his lance around and the blade of the lance sliced through the zombie's chest, Cutting the zombie into half. Misa Sliced her hand and let the blood go through the tip of the blade , She waved it around at some zombies and they burned into thin air, not even leaving any ash behind. Within moments, They cleared all the zombies.-

"Damnn.." -Misa uses her hands to cover her bloody arm, She just realizes that a zombie had grabbed her arm and burned her skin, Her arm has a grabbed like mark, that looks like its burning in deeper.-

"I Smell blood. You guy's okay ?" -Greed turned to misa and Leon who were behind him-

"urghh..." -Misa struggles to stay on her feet.-

-Leon walks over to hold her on her feet- "You okay ?!"

-Misa's Face turned pale.- "oww.."

Sorry, I have to go to sleep. ;----; Stay tunned for chap 8. !! Bai~

2010-06-18T12:42:00.000-07:00

Chapter 6: Greed's Past. their love.

"It..Its Beautiful.. i mean, your house.." -Misa slides her finger along the leather sofa.-

" I know.. but Now.. Its so silent."

"Well. Where can we get food ?" -Leon tried to distract Greed from misa's comment.-

-Greed sighed.- "I think theres some in the kitchen carboard."

-Leon walked into the kitchen while misa sits beside Greed.-

"hey.. you okay ? Im sorry about my comment just now.. it was.. stupid." -Misa sighed reaching for her jacket to take it off. she threw it on the coffe table.-

"No.. Its okay.. Sometimes, i think im lucky to not see all this. this horror, so it doesn't pain me that much. I Remember when i last saw a zombie. the last thing i saw.. was my younger brother.. covered in blood. begging for his life." -Greed sighed as he lowers his head and supports it with his hand.- "Yet.. Yet.. ALL I DID WAS RUN." -He kicked the floor. and broke down, still surpporting his head with his hand in fusfration.- " I...I Wasn't strong enough.. I ran. and left him there.."

-Misa placed her hands over Each of Greed's shoulders, massaging him abit, she leans to his ears and whispered- "Its okay hun. its not your fault.. The only thing you had to do was run. that would be what your brother want." -she rubs her hands over Greed's muscular arm up and down , comforting him-

-Greed sighed and went upstairs.- "Thanks anyway misa. But im heading to bed." -He faked a smile and went up. As the door shut behind him-

-Misa sighed and leaned back to the sofa while Leon walks out from the kitchen with a bowl filled with chips covered with cheese.- "hey.. You okay ?" -Leon placed the bowl down on the small table. misa placed a hand over her forehead. shaking her head.-

"im so hopeless. i shouldn't have speaked." -she lets out a sigh.

"Its not your fault." -Leon smiles at her- "well, this is all i can do since im such a non-cooking guy." -He laughs out aloud Looking at her charming eyes.-

"Hah, noobie !" -she laughs and looks at the bowl-

-Greed entered his room , his head turned up to wedding picture above his bed and sighed. he thought to himself...Sigh, if only i could see that picture.. If only i knew where she was.... he placed his lance beside the bed and hopped on to bed, slowly drifting off to sleep.-

-Leon placed his hole arm over the head of the sofa, bending it at the elbow to support his head as he leaned over sitting nearer to her facing her.- "hmm.. so tell me. what was your parents like ?"

"To tell the truth, my dad's a demon fox. Even thou i carry demon slayers blood. my mother is a priest. my dad died long ago, he was killed by the village people. As my mother and father's love was not "allowed" when he died, my mother was already expecting me. so, she gave birth to me and raised me up, oh and i had to hide my ears. i have fox ears. did you know ?" -she smiled-

"w...wait. wha ?" -Leon's mouth fell open.-

-Misa Rubs her hands against the side of the head. and FOX EARS !. they popped out. she twitched them abit.-

"What the... Are they real ??!!"

"how do you think i twitch them ?" -she twitched them and she folded them back again-

"why did you fold them back?" -Leon asked , still stunned.-

"Well, it freaks people out.. This village kid , saw them when i was washing my hair. He freaked out.. told the hole village, my and my mother were kicked out.. Almost killed acctually. So.. we started life in the city. we thought it was going to be fine. she found work in the mall. i was well with the people around.. Then, the invasion had to come.. on the day of the invasion... i lost her.. she's missing now.." -Misa let out a sigh, with her back on the sofa, she turned to face Leon. She didn't notice how close he was sitting untill she turned, she could feel his warmness, his breath blowing from the top onto her hair. The other side of Leon's hand reached up to pat her head. stroking her abit.-

"I like you just the way you are. fox ears. half demon.. i don't care." -just as he finished, She blushed and leaned onto his chest. It seemed to her as if his hand was really big and warm, his muscular chest comfortable, hearing his heartbeat....beat......beat.... Leon's hand reach down to her face it felt to him like her face was baby soft, His hands slided down her face, down to her chin. just grabbing her chin with his thumb and side of index finger gently, pulling her face up just beneth his. She could feel his warm mint breath, blowing on her smooth face. It Was so silent, They could hear each other's Heart beats. he leaned closer to her, and his wet, full lips pressed against her warm, tight lips. that kiss seemed like it lasted forever. but it was only for a split second.. He let his hand go.

"uh..uh.. im sorry i just.." -he Placed his hand over his head. laughing in embaresment.-

"shh.." -she reached out for his neck, pulling him close to kiss him again.........................

END OF CHAPTER !!! Mwahhaha. stay tunned ~
Bai peeps. <3.

2010-06-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

Chapter 5: Greed's House.

-Leon Looked Forward Infront of their path, was an Abandoned army car.- "look up front, i think we'r in luck."

"wow. Finally." -Misa grabs her Bottle and Takes a few sip.- "Greed, Catch !" -Misa threw the bottle towards Greed.-

-Greed hears the sound of the wind, and caught the bottle with ease.- "Thanks babe."

"No prob." -she smiled.-

-Leon whipped out his gun and Observed his gun for awhile and gave out a sigh.-

"Whats wrong with it Leon?" -Misa walked over-

-Leon Quickly kept his gun.- "No..Its nothing." -Leon looks away-

"common ! Tell me.." -she jumps and looks up at leon, bending her back abit.-

"No.. Its nothing misa. Please." -His face was serious, he walked forward Ignoring her.-

-Misa turned to Greed, And Greed seemed to notice, he shaked his head at her, signaling her to stop pestering leon.-

** They proceded to the vehicle.**

-Greed Took the back seat, he reached down under the seat and Pulled out a missle gun.- "God, The have some Great weapons."

"too Bad they don't have the guts to Resist. All the soilders who Gave themselves in, Now work for the zombies and are given a chance to live." -Misa sighed as she hopped into the Seat beside the driver's seat.-

"Those Bitches." -Leon sat on to the Driver's seat. His face harderned like marble.-

"Whats gotten into you Leon ?" -Misa reaches down her sit and pulls out a Pistol Gun And shoves it in the side of her skirt-

"Nothing." -Leon gave the engine a kick and it started.- "There."

"Misa, Take the wheel." -Misa reaches over to steer the wheel while Leon grabs a Riffle from under the seat and puts it on his leg, grabbing the steering wheel back from misa.-

"Whats gotten into you Leon ? You seem so pissed off." -Misa looked at him, getting irritated.-

"Urgh, its nothing misa, just stop asking." -Leon smacks the wheel-

"Guys ! Stop Fighting !" -Greed shouted from the back seat-

-Misa Turns to the otherside of the car and Leon continued driving. Silence flew through the air-

"guys, we should rest for the night. its geting dark." -Leon sighed as he pulled over at the side of the road.-

"Leon, Where are we now ?" -Greed asked-

"We'r South west."

"Great. Go To Street 6. Unit 19."

"why are we heading there ?"

"You'll know."

"Alrights." -Leon started the car and droved down.-

-Misa layed her head back on the seat, and fell asleep-

*Leon Drove down to the Street and stopped infront of unit 19.**

"Hey, We'r here." -Leon parked the car at the shoulder of the road.-

-Greed took out a bundle of keys and opened the door of unit 19. Leon stood there in shock.-

"Greed ! This is your house ?!" -Leon places a hand on misa's shoulder, waking her up gently.-

"Awake sleeping beauty."

-Misa rubs her eyes with a hand and sits up.-

"where are we?" -she asked confused.-

"we'r at my old house." -Greed walked into the house.-

-Leon and misa jumped out of the car and walked in. The walls were covered in Shallow baby purple, the furniture were in the right place. A White leather couch infront of a wall hanged Television. A Rocking chair ontop of a carpet by the fireplace. The staircase filled with animal soft toys. and the Black dinner table, covered in the middle with a red cloth. A crystal light hanging from above. It was a house, once filled with Laughter and Love. But now its so empty. The silence sends a cold chill down the back of your spine.-

Wait for chap 6 ! :D , Forgive me for spelling mistakes. its 6.32am and i haven't got any sleep !. bai readers ! ^^

2010-06-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

Chapter 4 : The Silent Greed & Healing Misa.

-Greed Laid Leon on the ground beside Misa, He Clenched his teeth together, and with huge force, He Shoved his lance into the ground That Blocked The Bullets from hitting Misa and Leon. He Draws Out a Scythe from Misa's Back By surprise.- "Lend me this." -He placed a hand over the knife of the scythe and slides his fingers down The Face of the scythe's nice.- "Beautiful Scythe You'v Got. Too bad i have to dirty it."(Greed Had Always Had Interest in the sword stuff.)

"Don't worry creed, Don't you want the other one ?" -Misa Pet's the handle of the other scythe of her back.- "No. One will be enough."

"Now, Leave him to me." -Misa Whips out her book and flips to the page of Healing/Reviving. She Placed her hands on Leon's Wound. A Strong force field Forms around them. Covering her flowing hair.- "Leon..Please be fine.."

**GUN FIRES**

"DIE BITCHES !" -Ken Fired continuously at the group.-

-Greed Leaps forward, in one moment, He was Right behind Ken, With The sharp Side of the inner scythe Just one inch Away from Ken's neck.- "Take that back. But its okay. Either way, I'll Take. you. Down." -Without hearing Any word fom Ken, Greed Simply Slides Ken's Head off with the blood splattering On to his coat and on the scythe, he gave out a sigh and walked over to misa and Leon.-

*Meanwhile....................*

-Misa's hands started to brighten above Leon's wound, his wounds slowly heals as She starts to get worried & Tremble..- "Please wake up..Please."

*Leon Feels a warm sensation through his body as his wound heals.*

-Leon opens his eyes slowly, with a blur vision.- "Hey beautiful." -He holds his stomach and sits up- "Urghh......" -Misa clings onto him, Glad that his fine- "Your fine ! I Did it."

-He wraps his arms around her- "Thanks."

"Im glad your fine brother." -Greed wipes the blood that ken left off misa's Scythe and shoves it across her back.- "there, Sorry again i had to dirty your scythe." -He Pulls out his lance with a strong pull.-

"No problem Greed." -she unwarps herself from Leon's arms , and puts her hands on Greed shoulders.- "Looks like your coat needs a wash." -She Smiled Ignoring the fact that he coulden't see.-

-Leon Gets up and While he reloaded his gun..- "Misa, Your healing skills are great. I don't feel anything."

-She turned back and winked at him.-

**Their next Target was the mall. but they needed to travel there.**

-They all walked miles.. untill..- "This is goanna take forever. Why don't We ride in a car or something ?"

"But where are we goanna get a car ? i bet they'v all been infected with zombies." -Greed sighed.-

Sorry for the short post today. Im TIRED ! ;-;
So, Yea, Wait for chaper 5. (:

2010-06-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

Chapter 3:

-Greed Slides to the back of the zombie, while Leon Distracts it, Greed cuts the zombie into half with a single sweep, misa falls on to the ground. Panting for air as she placed her hand on her neck. When she finally grasped her breathing,- "Thanks Greed. You saved my Ass."

"Anytime hun." -Greed Offered a hand to pick her up, misa grabs his hand and jumps up on her feet with her staff on the other hand.-

"guys, We need to Go. Now." -Leon Said while reloading his guns. He Jumps up to The Alley Below. Misa and Greed Followed Behind.- "I Think Here will be safe, for awhile, so misa, Where Can We Find Her ?"

"Wh..What ?" -Misa's expression Filled with shock-

"You Said your mother was taken away by zombies right ? Well, We'r going to save her. Right Greed ?" -Leon smiled.-

"Yea. I'll never leave friends behind." -Greed's Voice seemed to be directed towards misa.-

"B..But." -She sighs- "Fine. To tell the truth, i really have no idea where she is. The last place i saw her, was at home. she went to work at the mall." -She looked down and covered her face with her eyes.-

-Leon walked over and held her in his arms, pulling her close to him. And slided his to her waist and Huged her- "Its okay babe. We'll look in the mall then."

-She blushed and Wiped away in the Tears with her hands.- "im fine."

"The Mall's Full of zombies. Are you ready guys ?" -Greed Walked over and placed a hand over misa's head.- "you know.. your just like my sister, The cry Baby." -He laughed aloud.-

-Leon Loosened His arms that were wrapped around misa- "There." -He passes her one of his gun- "use this when you have to."

-Misa blushes, still looking down.- "Thanks guys. im going to save my mother no matter what happens. But, Not At the Point where i have to loose you guys, although we'v just met, It Feels like it's been forever."

*The Three of Them proceeded to the mall.*

-Greed felt movement behind him- "GUYS ! MOVE." -Greed Jumps behind somthing he felt could give him cover While Leon Leaps behind him.. Misa Jumps to the other side for cover.-

-Gunfires at them. and bullets landed evereywhere. A Man Arises and Shouts.- "HAHAHA... LITTLE CHILDREN, I AM KEN.. I HEARD THERE WERE REBELS AROUND HERE. NOW, YOU ALL WILL DIE..."

(Ken's A Mini boss. So , No need for a profile.)

-Ken Fires his gun randomly around- "DIE..DIE..DIE!!" -A bullet almost hit Leon.-

-In A Moment of Anger, Leon Rushes up and fires Randomly at Ken.- "How Dare You, Little Punk."

-Ken fires a bullet into Leon's stomach.- "LOOK WHOS TALKING ?!"

"LEON !" -Greed smells Blood. He Grabs his lance and charges forward. He uses the wind sound to dodge the Bullets ken fired. He Closed up And slashed his Lance across Ken's Leg. Leon lays on the ground unconscious, His wound bleeding continuesly. Greed Picks up Leon and runs back for cover.-

"Greed ! Leave him to me !"

Wait for Chapter Four ! ^-^

2010-06-14T11:08:00.000-07:00

Chapter Two;

-Misa awakes in the basement. She Rubbed her eyes- "Why am i here ?" -she stumbled onto her feet and was abit dizzy. she walked up the stairs and Knocked Right into the door where leon and Greed were sleeping in. she struggled to walk foward-

-Leon awakes to the knocking sound and got up to point his gun at her.- "Who are you ?!"

-Greed woke up as well- "whats happening leon ?"

"I Dunno. Theres this random girl at the door" -as he speaked, misa fell on to the ground unconscious, Leon ran over to grab her before she feel all the way. he notices her soft lips and blushed-

"Leon ?" -Greed Asked with his wide empty eyes.-

"Erm.. That girl just fainted." -Leon carrys Misa up and Laid her Head down on his leg, Still blushing.-

"A Girl huh, sounds good." -he chuckles- "Oh, Don't misunderstand me. i ment it was good to have her around." -he laughs out-

"Man, Shes cold." -Leon looks up at creed in the opposite side.-

-Misa Wakes up and when she opened her eyes, she saw leon.- "who..Who are you ?"

-Leon pressed his warm huge hand on her forehead pushing it backwards,- "Rest. You look weak."

-Misa Struggles to sit up- "No.. I Can't Rest Now. My Mother got took away. I Need to....." -she fell into leon's arms. weak and unable to move.-

-Leon blushes and holds her- "there..Sleep. We'll help you find her when your feeling better." -he takes off her jacket and saw a tatto On her back and its a magic user symbol.- "Greed, Looks like a magic user."

-Greed scratches his head- "Magic user.. Careful Leon. Their Not a Good People to mess with."

"I know.. But She's So..So.. Urgh." -Leon Breaks off his speach half way and looked at her soft lips again.-

-Misa sat up with a hand on her forehead.- "oww. damn. i got knocked out." -she notices the two guys and stunned.- "What did you do to me ?" -as she noticed her jacket was off, she quickly slipped it on again.-

"Relex hun. you fainted. and im Greed." -he stares at her with his wide empty eyes.

"My name's misa. Whats with your eyes.." -she notices his wide eyes and didn't realize he was blind.-

"Why does every one doubt my abilites. im blind misa-chan." -He chuckled.-

"Oh my. Im so sorry." -she turned to Leon and stared at his red face.- "and who might you be ?"

-Leon stares into her charming eyes, blushing more- "im..im Leon. Hey.." -he places a hand behind his head and laughs-

-She looked up at him and smiled.- "Why Are you guys here ?"

-He Looked at her and said softly- "your beautiful."

-Misa looked up and blushed.- "wha..What ?"

-He looked away- "No..nothing."

-Zombies Jumped into the roof And Started Chasing Them with sharp claws. Misa, Leon, Greed,
Leaped off as they hear the sound of zombies.-

"Shyt ! we need cover. Now."

-Misa whips out her book and casts a forcefield around them.- "This should hold awhile, but not long."

"Can we shoot out of this forcefields misa ?" -Greed asked-

"Yes, We can." -misa grabs out her scythes and Uses it to slide across her hand. making her Blood spread across the scythe's tip- "oww. I need to get used to that."

"What are you doing misa ?! Have you gone crazy ?!" -Leon screamed with his face in shock.-

"I Smell Blood. whats wrong Leon ?" -Creed looks up as he waves his lance around, over the force field, which slided off some zombie's heads.-

"Relex guys. I Have the demon slayers blood. i burn their asses." -she laughed, as she leaped down to the ground, and she waved her scythes around, and the zombies that got cut, burned into ash.- "See." -Just as she spoke, a zombie Cracked up from the ground, and grabs Misa by the neck, Crushing her neck with his claws. she had no strength to resist.-

Wait for chapter 3 !

2010-06-14T09:53:00.000-07:00

Chapter One:

-Leon walks through the roof , Blasting his gun and bullets shoved through a zombies head.-
"Damned zombies." -Leon Said with a sigh. He looks down and notices a Guy, with white hair..-
"white hair ?..."

-Greed notices some movements.- "Hmm..."

-Leon Jumps off the roof and points his gun at the back of Greed's head.- "Tell me your name. Or Die."

-Greed turns his lance around pointing it against Leon's Neck.- "Now..Who's Speaking ?"

-Leon looks into Greed's Empty Eyes and lowered his gun- "How do you get around ?"

-Greed lowered his lance and smiled.- "You know.. Eye's Aren't the only Thing We can rely on."

-Leon chuckled and place his hand on Creed's shoulder.- "Hey. Im Leon."

-Greed chuckled along- "Im Greed. Anyway, What made you decide to step up and kill zombies ? i mean, people now adays, would just hide up and live." -Greed sighed.-

"The Zombies killed my older brother. And you ?" -Leon Replied with a sigh-

-Creed's Face had A Sorrow that can't Be explained.- "They Killed my younger brother and blinded my eyes. I Barely survived."

-Leon Looks up at the sky with black clouds.- "dude, we need to get somewhere to rest our head for the night."

-Greed Sniffs the air around him- "Yea, its goanna rain. at least, it smells like it."

"Your right man." -Leon Breaks the window in a nearby building.- "Here. I Think This will be a good Place to rest our heads."

-Greed hopped , following behind.- "great."

-Leon Places his gun into his coat.- "Night man."

-Greed places his Lance(sword) beside him.- "Night."

-Leon and Greed Drifts Off To sleep.-

*Thats the end of the first chapter. Thanks for reading, i will continue the chapter tomorrow.- :3

2010-06-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

The Story: The zombies have taken over The world, Humans Are now imprisoned and became slaves To "Them". Young Hero's Rise. A Tough journey.

(GUY2 With GUN.)

Name : Leon.

Age : Unknown.

Weapons : Guns And Things that Blow up.

Info : His Parents were killed by zombies So Was his beloved Brother. His a Good guy. And He Has a Very Strong Sense Of Justice. He Will protect the ones he love with his life. His a very reckless guy.

(Girl)

Name: Misa

Age: Unknown.

Weapons: she's a user of Death books, She carry's Demon Slayer's blood, And uses scythes.

Info: Her Mother's Been captured By The Zombie Force. She's on The Way To Rescue Her Mother. She's a Very Optimistic and Cheerful girl. She brings Life To People Around her.

(GUY 1 WITH SWORD/LANCE)

Name: Greed.

Age: Unknown.

Weapons:Lance/Swords.

Info: His A Blind Guy.(Regardless the picture.) His Lost all his family From the zombie's invasion. He Relied On His other senses To Live On and fight. His A Loyal Guy and would never leave a friend behind, his the calm kind of guy, and a quiet guy. The Lost Of His younger brother Was Harsh To Him, So he Swore To Kill The Zombies.

Role Playing starts.

2010-06-14T09:08:00.001-07:00

Okay. Im Going To Make this an Role Playing blog.
Maybe some of you dunno what is roleplaying,
But you'll know after i start (:
Okay, So, this is goanna be a solo RP.
Cuz. its blog mah. LOL.
okay, i'll start by making the profiles. (:
I might add any new characters half way.
LOOK AT THE PROFILES OKAY !

2010-06-11T10:31:00.000-07:00

BOOOO ! :D
Im Here ~
Today's My Grandma's birthday. (:
Happy Birthday Grandma.
Although she's always nagging, shes still my
Grandma. ^^. Love her.
and, Been taking jammie out for her walk on
My hand everyday. xD,
I Guess thats kinda scaring her,
But Yea.
And, Im Basically on gaia for like, everyday.
It Might Be boring at start. but Its fun after that.
I Mean, RPing, Towns, Blah blah blah.
So, I Mean, theres nothing much to me,
There are two things that i want to do.

HAVE BREAKFAST @ MAC.
MID-NIGHT MOVIE ! :D
Anyone ?

2010-06-10T10:10:00.001-07:00

Okai, I Promised i'd post every time.
But im Too busy. I Guess.
Sigh, To Tell the truth, im feeling down tonight,
one, its cause theres nothing to do,
anothers, because Life's not going the way i want it.
Lol. Can't say im emo or anything like that.
Cuz, Sometimes, i can smile like an idoit for no reason. LOL.
Okay. That was Weird Of me to say.
I'v been staying up these few days. Lol.
Till like, 6++. XD , anyone wanna go brkfast with me ? :3 ~

2010-06-05T04:16:00.000-07:00

Wow, its been a long time since i'v
posted on blog. (:
I'v been busy playing gaia mostly
and engaged in other healthy activities.
like , running , reading. and co.
Well, one awsome thing about gaia is,
Guilds/Forums. I Really Love RP.
RP = Role playing. <3
So , yea, i'll try to update From today (:

2010-05-31T17:25:00.001-07:00

Life's Fucked up.

2010-05-30T04:35:00.001-07:00

My internet's been down these few
Days, no updates. <3

2010-05-27T08:53:00.000-07:00

27.05.10. Sunny.
Lazy Update.
Just spending my time one
Useless things. LOL.
Decided to Have tuition or sumthing. LOL.
Okay. <3

2010-05-25T02:40:00.000-07:00

25.05.10. rainy.
Ahhh, The First Two Photos
Don't Be Shocked. xD
These Few days, spent my Late
nights with Williams. (not asian)
LOL, His awsome (:
So, Decided To Sign His name on my hands LOL !
Goanna give him a surprise ! xD
Actually, i only wanted to sign it on
one place, but it doesn't look nice, so
i signed it alot of times. ! LOL.

Today, spent my day at home.
so nothing much to post about.
Bye readers ! Luvs. (:

2010-05-23T09:18:00.000-07:00

24.05.10.
Its 12 +.
The Start Of A New Day.
Sigh. It started Off With Tears Again.

To My Sist.
I Know Now, Our relationship
Can't Be As Like last time anymore.
So All I Want Now Is,
I Really Wish You Last Long with Him.
Because, It really Seems You Love Him Alot.
And, Stay Healthy Always.
Don't Always Gastric.
Remember to Eat.
Remember, I'll Always Be there.

Sigh, It's Going to Be A Painful Day.
I Miss You.
I Really Do.
I'v Ran Out of Words to Describe My feelings now.

2010-05-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

LAZY BLOG ! >:
Blog tomorrow (:

2010-05-21T22:47:00.001-07:00

After So Much Of Life,
People Get sick & Tired.
They Wished They Could
Do what They Want and Something
New. But , Time Always Dosen't Allow you
To Do What You want.
Life Is Always Unfair.
Full Of Misunderstandings,
Full Of Mishaps.
And It Always Go the Way You Don't want It.
But, Its Really Through
This All that, You really Feel the emotions
That you were Created With
And Help you understand and treasure
those that are really there and love you.
Some people don't seem to understand this
and they give up in life.
so, they never succeed in doing anything.
perseverence is all we need.
We need to hang on to what we want and
our passion. no matter in sports,
studies , jobs , whatever it is that we love.
because life = time.
and time, doesn't always allow people
to do what we want. because we'll
always be caught in accident's ,
alone'ness and so much more.
Enjoy life And work hard.
Do remember to take a break
From the busy life you have.
No matter what you enjoy,
like reading a book, watching movies,
and so much more.
you will see the results in the end.
the results don't tell you weather you
passed or fail.
it only reflects how much you'v worked.
and Gave into life. and how much
you'v really understand.
well, enjoy life.

2010-05-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

21.05.10. Sunny.
Life These Few Days
Has Been Easy For me.
Although i Caught on fever,
Life Has Been easy.
Started My Story book-Marathon.
Starting New-Moon, Of the twilight Saga.

Today, woke up around 8++.
Decided to go brkfast. (:
And, Went With Wei Heng.
We Went to mac,
I Ate Brkfast Duelex.
And Weiheng ate hotcakes with sausage. :D
I Basically Spent my Day with him.
The Day with him was really great.
As i Could really be myself.
I Feel so relexed.
After brkfast.
Went to Greenwood Sanctuary @ Admiralty.
To Play "The Mini Version Of Flying Fox."
It Is Really damn fun ! The First two photos
Is The flying fox thing. :3
At First I Didn't Dare to Try it,
Cause its scary. But Then, After I Tried
SO FUNNN ! Although I Did fall Into the sand
Once. :DDD
Afterwards, We Each Went home to bath,
Then, Around 2++.
He Came over And Crap Around. :D
Around 6++, He went off Already. ^^.
So, My book marathon Started !
Resting. And Heading To Bed Soon.(:
Nights Earthlings !

2010-05-20T00:00:00.000-07:00

First Picture Is My jammie.
Adorable isn't she ? (:

20.05.10.
This Is Who I Am.
and I won't change It
For Anyone Because,
This Is The way i was brought up.

Today, woke up around 06++.
Sigh, Having a high fever. Wtf.
Slept Till 2++.
Had abit Bread, And rested. (:
May Update later. ^^.
(update)
Alrights,
Basically, I Stayed at home,
and rested the hole day.
These Few Days, Had Cup Noodles
Most of the time. Cause, Im Totally
Moodless. :/

Bye Earthlings <3.

2010-05-18T08:16:00.000-07:00

18.05.10.
Follow up on the last post.
this post, is specially to my "sist."

Sigh, You say, I Broke your heart.
Did i ? Perhaps i did.
But you know what,
you Crashed mine. I Just wanted You
To send me to the traffic light, Yet you didn't.
You Needed to Pei your stead who has his friends.
And Plus, I didn't Know the way too.
I Ask you , Who is more Hurting ?
Its not like i don't treasure this friendship.
But i just can't stand this kind of treatment.
I sister with you three years already. and just because
of someone you know for 1 week, you like that already.
so, should i still trust you ? i really don't know.
I have decided to stop talking to you.
because there's no point to it.
I won't force myself to Trust someone that
I've lost confidence in anymore.
Its just the same as him, i know i can't trust him anymore.
and yet, i did, and what did i get in the end ?
Hurt.
you say, we sister so long,
i don't know what your thinking.
Yes.
i didn't know what you were thinking at
the point, when, you didn't send me to the
bus stop, the point you missed our trip to www
together. the point you didn't even made the effort
to talk to me. And let me tell you something.
You don't know what I'm thinking either.
Its not like i want to interfere with your family
things, but you should give your mother more time.
because our parents won't be there forever.
"touch wood"
every parents love their daughters/sons.
I understand this fact,
Im not saying you don't
but , i just want to remind you.
Its Really heart breaking to hear that you
tear.
but you know what, I've teared more then you.
One more thing,
I Really don't want to hurt you.
but i really had to post this.
I can't stand it.
And,
To tell the truth,
When i was at the bottom
of My Emotions,
You weren't the one who comforted me
or make me understand the most.
you only knew how to blame yourself for
introducing him to me.
But that's not what i wanted.
The people Who Were there,
They Were ;
Stella,
Kenneth,
Charmian,
Clovis,
& Those That I Missed out.

:"Chances Come and Go."

2010-05-18T06:15:00.001-07:00

18.05.10. Sunny.
Tiring day.

Today, Woke up around 6.40++.
Tired. Went to School.
Today have inter class comp !
Hahas, joined captian's ball.
Played against the 4t's.
Omg, Lost Like hell. xD
I Jump Till My limbs So sore lorh.
i keep deflect their shoot. xD
so funny.
then , got back exam scripts.
and went home.
bath, washed up and sleep :x
6 plus wake up, made some french toast. :D
and resting. <:
bye earthlings. (:

will upload pictures tomorrow.
stay tuned :D

2010-05-17T06:42:00.000-07:00

update tomorrow.
no time.

2010-05-16T05:16:00.000-07:00

You know what, Screw you.
Really. Screw you.
After so Much that i have done for you,
you still don't trust me. what also say
Is my fault. I Really really Hate you.
No matter what, You also say its me.
told you, is today she clean my room
then make lost one, you don't
belive me. say is i dunno put where,
then say its her.
then, when she found that its she
throw one, you never even say sorry, and
Arhh.
Just forget it.
Im Never goanna do anything for you anymore.

2010-05-15T00:24:00.000-07:00

15.05.10.
Sigh. Forget it.
I Feel so disappointed and Upset now.
can't Stop This Feeling.
It Really Sucks.

You know what, Forget It.
got already then got changed by abit.
Well, yesterday I Was Really Pissed Off.
But Nah, It Was okay After Awhile.
and Because of that, Make Me Miss My Trip
to W,W,W. Whatever. okay.
After so long of friendship, i can't believe ,
you wei le your stead, send me till bus stop also can't
I Now not want to break friendship with you.
Its just that, I can't stand it. Okay.
Whatever. sigh. I Can't Believe that after so much,
when I needed Friends the Most, You Were not The
one there for me. When I Say out my feelings, you
Were not the one who comforted me the most.
although i really enjoyed my time when i was with you,
but i diden't at all yesterday.
you know What,
just forget all this. because its
not worth it anymore.

Today, woke up around 07+.
Sigh, Today will stay at home,
cause theres nothing much.
Bye earthlings (:

2010-05-14T05:08:00.000-07:00

14.05.10.
EXAMS FINALLY OVER !!!!!
MWahahahhaa !
Tomorrow Goanna Go wild wild wet <:
Hehehehe !
Nothing Much today (:
Go Look At Stella's Blog.
Got One Picture Included my feet
Inside, LOL !!! And My Hamster (:

2010-05-12T04:50:00.000-07:00

Sigh, a Day Passes By So Fast.
and time doesn't allow me to
Do anything that i want.
sigh, The thought about you,
just keep flashing through my mind.
Even when im looking at myself
in the mirror, It horrify's me.
Thats How Scary it is.
I'v tried So hard,
But i just can't seem to walk out of
This circle of .. darkness ? i don't know
How to describe it.
I Should have got used to it by now,
but you know, I'v Been trying and trying.
But, I Realized, All these While, I'v Been
putting Up an act infront of everyone.
At night, when im laying on my bed, thinking about
You , makes me sleepless.
Its Not like i want to be together with you again.
but i can't help to miss the old you.
I always end up with tears when i blog
About you. sigh,
I just wanna forget about everything,
and go back to who i was.
perhaps i'v changed.
perhaps i'v matured.
but i know one thing, the love and
concern for you, haven't changed.
no matter who you'v become right now.
looking at my friends, sisters, gans,
move on with new boyfriends, and switch around,
makes me think, why can't i do the same ?
am i different from them ?
I Hate going to vivo, because when i go home,
I would end up in tears again.

I'll Try to Move on.
I want a Chance
And change.

2010-05-08T22:47:00.000-07:00

09.05.10. Sunny.
Finally Round The Time to Update.
Firstly, I Want to Say,
Happy Mothers Day, To All the Mother's
Out There. (:
Secondly, I want To Thank My
Mother , Although she's Always
Nagging Alot And Scolding me =__=
But, Yea, Thanks for Everything You gave me. (:
Thirdly, i Want to say, I Got
My new Hamster ! Super Cute :3
She's a Female, I Named Her,
Jammie ! :D

Today, Woke up around 12+.
I Was Like, Sleeping and Don't Want To Get
Up. Nothing much today uh, will be staying at home
<: Bye earthlings ! <3

2010-05-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

new hamster ! update later <:

2010-05-06T08:21:00.000-07:00

6.05.10. Sunny.
Update tomorrow.
Tired.

2010-05-04T00:15:00.000-07:00

5.05.10. Sunny.
I Don't know how to describe my
feelings right now. :/
heh. I Only can Say,
I Miss you. And I Feel So
Suffocated Inside.
Perhaps It's Just Stress and Thinking
Of you, Makes me feel better ?
Im not sure.
Perrhaps, some part
Of me, wants to forget you,
and the other, doesn't.
Chinese Paper was a mess.
And i hope tomorrow's english compo,
Could be better.
I Miss the times,
I Really Do,
The Way you hug'ed Me,
The Way You Kissed Me,
How we used to cuddle in bed.
How you took care of me in the past.
But, I know, I can't take You Back anymore.
Because your Love, ain't there anymore.
So , Stop telling me you love me =____=
And Disperse !~!~~~.
Because, Hearing your voice pains me.
and seeing your face , makes me cry.
Missing you, lets me think about
how loving you used to be.
everything's changed, including me.
I'll Try my 100% This Round of time.
Off to studying !
Love ; earthlings, Sist's , friends , gans , Family.
I Want To Especially Love ;
Dad,
Clovis,
Stella,
Liyi,
Kelly,
Wei Heng,
Roseanne,

Because, you guys cheered me up,
and been there for me these few
days. I Heart you all okeh ^^.

Takecares Earthlings <3

2010-05-03T05:14:00.000-07:00

3.05.10. Rainy.
All I ever wanted
all I ever wanted
was a simple way to get over you
all I ever wanted
all I ever wanted
was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
where every law reveals the truth
baby cause I all ever wanted
all I ever wanted was you.

Today, Typically, SUCKS.
-'-

2010-05-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

02.05.10 Sunny.
Remidal @ 8.30 Tomorrow,
Turn In Early. <3
Bai Earthlings <:

2010-05-01T04:39:00.000-07:00

Lol, Thats My Fav Picture <:

1/may/10. Sunny.
Can't Concentrate. D:

Today, Woke up around
9++. Started The Day By
Laying around my bed. LOL
Around 2.30, StudyStudyStudy ! <3
Now, Having a Rest. ;D
Maths Sucks =_____=
Thats About all for today <:

Big Bang , HaruHaru~~
"Dorboji malgo ddeonagara"
-Don't Look back,Just Leave.
"ddo nareul chaji malgo saragara"
-Don't Look For me again, Just Move On.
"neoreul saranghaettgie huhoe epgie johttdeon gieokman gajyeogara"
-I don't Regret Loving You, Just go taking the memories with you.
"Geureok jeoreok chama bolmman hae"
- I Can bear it in some way.
"geureok jeoreok gyeondyeonaelman hae"
-I Can stand it some way.
"neon geureolsuroke haenbokhaeyadwae"
-You should be happy if your like this.
"Haru Haru"
-day By day
"mudyeo jyeojane"
-im going numb.
<:
Bye earthlingss :3

2010-04-29T00:52:00.000-07:00

29.04.10. Rainy.
I HAD ENOUGH I HAD ENOUGH I HAD ENOUGH.
No Matter How Hard I Try,
No Matter How I Want To get Close
With You. You Don't believe me
You Want Me To Study,
I Did, After i Improved,
You Force Me To Go Back
To Learn Piano, I Go.
You Know i always sick one.
Just For This Time,
You Don't Believe me.
What you Want For me ?
You Don't Understand what i want.
you Don't Know what Im Thinking.
You Don't Even care.
No Matter what,
Im the one who Has to shut up.
Im Really tired From all these shit.
I Really Don't Know What you Expect From me.
I Can't and I Don't want to be
Like Other Teens, So Stressed up.
I Want You to Love And Trust me.
I Want you to understand me.
I Want , I Just Want your time.
You Say, I Don't understand,
you Say i don't know how to earn money.
You Help Him pay the fees to go to college,
Me leh ? You Don't Give A Damn.
All i want, is you , giving me my freedom.
Giving me my OWN Life.
Im Not The One who is cleaver , im Not The One
Who is muti-talented, i know. Im a Slow Learner.
Im In Normal Accadamic, I Know Im Not As
Good As Him, Is that The Reason you Don't Like Me ?
Why Do You Always pin point On Me ?
Sometimes, It Really hurts my Heart,
It Really Really Hurts My Heart To
Quarrel With You. I Really Don't Want.
But I Really Cannot Do What you Want.
I Putted In My Best. What do You Still want ?
Everytime When Im alone, I wished someone
Was There, Others Have Their Parents,(when young)
Me ? Im Alone At home. I Understand,
You Have To Work. but After So many Years,
After So Long, You Only Gave Me what
you Thought Was Enough. Is that the Reason,
Why you Don't Even care About Me ?
URHHHHH.
=___________________=

2010-04-28T06:42:00.000-07:00

28.04.10. Rain.
Tired And Pissed off.
Moody For Quite The Hole
Day. LOL. Really Lorh.
Weather In The Morning
SUCKS

Today, woke up around 6.45am.
Keep Sleep Awhile, Wake Up
and the same Dream Over and
Over Again. LoL.
Sot One. <: Went to school,
and the weather Was Super Hot. Like Fck sia.
i Was Like, so sleepy untill i fell Asleep during SS.
dunno what The Teacher Said. LOL.
Tired sia. :/ Today, goanna rest early <:
After school, maths remidal. Learn Pretty Much Stuff ~
And Around 3+, Went to causeway to photocopy the art thing :D
Went home, and otw, Saw My Longlonglong time ago
know de friend rose <: slack at my house till 8.
and she went back. LOL too bad wei heng dunno Fly
till where already. Heh. MYE MYE MYE comming soon. >:
Going Crazy >: Im Trying To Catch up with
Maths, but so hard lorh :/.

7296663.
When i was sleeping, i Dreamt of you,
SHOCKED.
But, I was with another guy , Visiting you.
I Was Like, OMG ?
in That Dream, I Felt
Awarked When i saw you.
Was I Thinking To Much ? Heh.
then, the Next Day, i Suddenly
Keep Thinking About The Dream,
Make me think about the past time,
I can't Help But Smile.
No Longer Hurt,
But a Smile.
Im Glad Of All The Memories,
I Just Want You to Move On now.
Cos, Im Really Not The Right One
For You(:
We'r Still As close as We Were,
As the Status Of Your friend.
Luvss.

Bye earthlings readers. <3.

2010-04-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

27.04.10. Sunny.
Tired Tired Tired.
Study Study Study.
EXAM EXAM EXAM !!!
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2010-04-26T09:06:00.000-07:00

26.04.10. Rainy.
OMGOMGOMG.
Acid Rain ~~ <:
do Take care yea,
Try not to get Caught
in the Rain , If You Get
Drenched, Quickly
Get Bathed, ignoring
will cause skin cancer. <:

Today, woke up around 06+.
Tired Tired Tired !!
Decided To Take A day Off
With Girlfee On Friday @ causeway
For A Movie Session & Ajisan ! <:
Went to school as usual, And
Everything That Happened
on monday Happened.
LOL, I Guess Thats About It :D
Heading To bed NAWNAWNAW ~
=_______________________=
Bye Earthlings <3

2010-04-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

25.04.10. Sunny.
Nothing Much Today.
Anime Madness. (:

2010-04-24T04:17:00.000-07:00

24.03.10. rainy.
Waste Of Time,
Waste Of Time,
WASTE OF TIME !!!

Today, Woke up around
7.30. I thought the
remidal At 8.30. Walao,
Went there and wait For
like, untill 10.30.
Then, In The end,
Cos Alot ppl never come,
Then, Jitao Cancel,
Postpone To Wed. WTF ?!
Pei shu qi Go causeway ,
Printed Her Photos,
And The Zap it Staff SO GUAI LAN !!
Went Home , And Slept Till,
3+ 4. Keep BOOM BOOM BOOM.
Cannot sleep.
doing ART !
Off now, Bye Earthlings <:

2010-04-23T01:03:00.000-07:00

23/04/10. Sunny.
Time Really Seems
to Fly So Freaking Fast.
24 Hrs - sleep Hrs.
Is Really Not enough.

Today, Woke up around 06+.
Tired, Diden't Want To Go To School,
But Got Pulled Up, went anyways,
and assembly as usual.
So boring. Last Day of the Week
For school. Tomorrow Still got Physics
Supplementary Class.
Siannnnn =______________=
I Have To reach there @ 8.30 lehhh.
WTF .
Proceeded On with School
And Laughed Alot As usual. LOL.
Laughed Alot These Few Days.
CMI. LOL.
I Know Your Reading LIYI !
Don't laugh, Or i smack you on
Monday ;D ;D ;D LOL. !
You Very Good Hor, Keep Smack
My Butt ! LOL. Stella Smack
Left side , You Smack Right Side.
WALAO. Kns You Both :x
After School, Went to Buy
Bubble Tea @ Causeway And Went
Home. Rested And Later Going To
Steamboat W/ Charmian & Alot Ppl. <:
Im out, Bye Earthlingsss <3
(update)
Went To Meet up W/Finella,
Charmian & Cherryl.
Finella went Home Soon After.
And Cherryl Went Home Later.
Me and Charmain Went Home First,
and Meet Again Around 6-7++.
Then, Train'ed to Yishun.
Meet up w/alot ppl.
Proceeded To Bottle House
and Dinner and LOTS Of Crap.
LOL, Laugh Like hell. :x
Around 8++.
Bus To Yishun "Safara", Dunno How To Spell.
LOL, Slack awhile and Home.
Tomorrow Physics Remedial !!!
=_______=
Bye Earthlings <:

2010-04-21T23:41:00.001-07:00

22.04.10. Rainy.
Wahahahha !!
Currently at stelalalala's House
Waiting for her to change and
Go My house study study study again !!
hohoho !
Update at night <3

The Definition Of friendship Means,
Once, You Can Have Such
A Strong Sisterhood, But
Just because Of Small Issues,
It Can Be All over.
First, I Want to state that
Im not saying anyone. !! << make it clear.
Okay, i know friend A
Is Pissed off because she felt
neglected and don't like friend C's
Attitude. And Friend B Often Neglect
Friend A Because Of Friend C.
But, I also know that, Friend B Doesn't
Know Of Friend A's Feelings.
But Friend C Also, Shoulden't Post
Such Things Uh, Because She Misunderstand
Friend A's Post. Friend A's Not Saying
that, Friend B Is In The Wrong.
So , What Im Trying To Say Is,
Don't Because Of This Misunderstandings,
Hurt You all De Sistership. I Know,
Maybe somethings might Be Hard
To Clear Out, But Remeber,
We Were Sisters For 3 Years already.
How much We'v Been through,
All those memories that we used to share,
Think.

2010-04-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

19.04.10. Sunny.
Today sucks sucks Sucks !!
Grrrrrrr.

woke up around 6.30.
tired Tired tired !
went to sschool and Lesson
All The Way, Earth week.
Woots. <:
Must save save save okeh !
I Going Off Already lahh,
i damn tired >:

2010-04-17T10:55:00.001-07:00

18.04.10. Rainy.
Its Like, 1.56 now !
Back from movie.
Dead Tired.
Date night ROCKS ! <:
Off, Byees.

2010-04-15T18:52:00.000-07:00

These Are My Favs. <3.

16.04.10.
I Missed my St Jhons Again.
Lols.

woke Up around 4.
Tired, So went Back To Sleep :x
Going To Tamp Later <3.

2010-04-14T08:03:00.001-07:00

Tired Tired Tired !!!
Off Now.

2010-04-13T02:02:00.000-07:00

You Know What, After So Long.
I Still Miss You so Much.
I Can't Help It.
My Heart Really Ache's.
You told Me , You'd Love Me.
But Its Not By Telling. Its By
Your Actions. You Used To Tell
Me You Love Me, But i coulden't Feel
anything. Once i Had that Feeling,
I Knew It Was Over. But Still,
After So Long, My Heart's Still Longing
For You. Forever Dwelling Over It.
I Might Now Say, I Might Not Show.
But everytime, anywere, Someone brings
Up you, it hurts so much that i had
to quickly turn away. i know its so unfair.
but what can i do about it ?
No one really knows how i feel.
I got fever today morning. and
i just got drenched by the rain.
because in the rain , no one could tell i was
tearing. i told you, i'd love you. and i did.
but its just seems so impossible now.
I Never regret loving you.
i just have to learn to let you go,
and lock those memories inside,
All those, places we went,
now, when i go there, with friends,
theres no more feelings.
im feeling numb.

2010-04-12T06:05:00.000-07:00

12.04.10. Rainy.
Mwahahah , Went For
Rehearsals Today.

Today, Woke Up Around 06+.
Tired tired tired Mad !
Went To School As Normal.
Don't Blog Already Uh,
So Tired !! Time In Life, Is Never Enough,
Unless You Have Nothing Better to Do. <:
Bye Earthlings. <:

2010-04-10T22:46:00.000-07:00

Taeyang Is So Hawt.

11.04.10. Sunny.
Rawr, Why Today No Rain >:
The Weather Is so Hot.
Sometimes, Life can
Be So fulfilling and Perfect.
Another Time, Life Can
Be So Down.

Today, Woke up Around 12+.
Tired Man. Got A Text From
Gan Honey, And Text With Him All
Afternoon. <: Rotting at Home Today Again :/ I Cannot Tahan Liao. ._. I Now Going Bath. Weather So Hot ! >:

2010-04-10T02:25:00.000-07:00

10.04.10 Sunny.
Life Is So Boring ):

Today, Woke Up Around
10++. So Tired. .__.
Slack At Home
And Fell Asleep again lorh !
LOL. Around 4++ Woke Up Again.
Watch Tv and Rot Rot Rot !
Have Lunch and Slack At Home.
Went Down To Prime To Buy some
Tibits. Saw This Malay Guy, Shout
At Another Guy, Say, Eh, Stare what Stare !
You Don't Try Act Gangster Here Hor
nbcb ! Then The Other Guy Just
Walk Away Lorh. LOL. So Funny.
Went Home, and Now Using com.
Will Be Rotting At Home.
Going Bath Now !
Bye Earthlings <:

2010-04-08T04:46:00.000-07:00

08.04.10. Sunny.
Today Coulden't Have Sucked
More. Coulden't Wake up For
Sports Day, Plus
Family Quarrels.

Life Sucks.
Everyday Is the Same Old thing.
I Love Taeyang ! RAWR.

2010-04-07T04:56:00.000-07:00

07.04.10. Sunny !
Another Sunny Day.
Tired Tired Tired
Won't Post About School.
Tomorrow Is Sports Day ~~
<:

2010-04-06T03:11:00.000-07:00

06.04.10. Sunny.
Why Today No Rain !! RAWR. :x
Do I Look Like A Frog In that Picture ?
throat Getting Better. <:

Today, woke Up Around 06.30am.
Surprisingly , Im Not Tired. <:
Went To School, Diden't Go For Morning
Run. Assembly , Bio ~ Copy Notes ! hahas.
CME, Busy Thinking Of the Project.
And P.E ~ Baseball Again. Boring !
Was Excused As I Had An MC ^^.
After Recess, EL. Busy Cutting Papers.
History , Drawing ! <:
English Again, Do Worksheet <:
Hahas, Maths Lateron,
and Ended With Mt.
Overall, Have Been Laughing Alot.
Went Home, Bath, and Rest.
<: Going Off Now !!
Bye Earthlingssss <:

2010-04-05T00:48:00.000-07:00

5.04.10. Rainy.
Love rainy Days. (:
Stayed at Home Today.
Coulden't Go To school As
My Throat Hasen't Recovered.
I Got Two Days Mc <:
But I Think Tomorrow
Would Go School (:

Today, Woke Up Around 06 plus.
Headach. So Decided Not
To Go school. anyways,
Rotting At Home. Shall Keep
Today's Post short.
Bye Earthlings <:

2010-04-03T21:05:00.000-07:00

4.04.10 Rainy.
I Still Havent Recover.
I Got Jab'ed Today Again.
My Fever Degress Is 39.0
Scarry ?

Today, Woke up Around 8+.
Headach, Went To See A Doctor
Around 10+.
Life Is So Boring , Unless
You'v Found Somthing You Love To Do.
All These Crap, Makes Me Feel
Even More Sick. Anyways, Im
Recovering Already, So
Don't Need To Worry.
Bye Earthlingsss <:

2010-04-02T22:49:00.000-07:00

03.04.10. Rainy.
Looks Like The wound In My Heart,
Hasen't Completely Healed.
Im Sick Again.

Yesterday, running High fever.
Now, Fever Better Already.
Kena Jab Just Now In the Morning.
Now, Keep Vomiting. D:
Off To rest.

2010-04-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

01.04.10.
Starting Of A New
Month, Guess What,
My Mood Is Messed Up Today.
I Coulden't Get Anything Right Today.

Still No Reply.
To Tell The Truth, I Really
Quite Miss You Msging Me.
No Reply Whatsoever.
Whats This ?
You Promised Me You'd
Takecare Of Me.
But, It Seems Otherwise.
I'v Finally Came through My
Senses. Can't Be Trusted With
Guys, Im Not Sure Why Im Feeling
Hurt Right Now, Although I'll Admit,
I Still Miss Him Sometimes,
But I;v Indeed Fallen For you.
Don't You Understand ? .
Perhaps Im Not Good enough For You ?
I think Thats the Prob.
Me with You ?
I Guess Its Too Good to Be True.
Forget it.

2010-03-30T23:46:00.001-07:00

31.03.10.
Last Day Of March,
Time Really Flys.
Im Starting To Have Doubts.
My Heart Is Wandering Again.

Today, Woke up around 06++.
Damn Tired Man.
Went To School. Sian. :/
First Lesson, Maths,
I Guess My Maths Is Doing Better Now.
Hehs, Then, ART.
So Sian, ART So Sian.
After ART, Recess &
History & Physics Then Maths.
Grapichal Lines !..
Ps. Got Back My Report Book.
Guess What, My Overall Results
Fail. -'- Piano Class Lateron.

You Know, I Really Don't Understand.
Im Suddenly Feeling This Sharp
Hurt. And I Don't Know What It Is.
Im Just So Afraid. Will You Ever Leave
Like He did ? ):

(update.)
Cab'ed To Piano Lesson
& Cab'ed Home Again After That,
Lol, Meet Up With Baby,
And Cuddled To Sleep During The Rain.
Super Warm Beside him (:
He went Home Around 8Plus.
Never Text Me Till Now. Whats Up With
Him ? :/ sian, Its Like 4.41 Now.
Can't Sleep ): Off For Now.
Bye Earthlings. <3.

2010-03-30T08:45:00.001-07:00

30.03.10. Rainy.
Tired Tired Tired.
Meet Up With Baby & Kelly
After School @ Woodlands Area. <:
okay Uh, Tired. Sleeping Now.

2010-03-29T05:58:00.000-07:00

29.03.10 Rainy.
OMG, Busy Busy Busy
Since Afternoon , And Haven't Even,
Finish The Bloody YOG Project ! RAWR,
Freaking Pissed Off.
Anyways, Decided To Do Slides,
And , Baby Is Busy Playing Basket Ball,
^^. Super Bored Man. :/
Alrights,
Gotta Rush Off To Compleate My YOG
Project ! RAWR.

2010-03-27T22:18:00.000-07:00

27.03.10 Sunny.
No Pictures For Today <:
Lazy Post !
Tomorrow's School Again D:
So Bored :/
I Hole Day Stayed At Home.
Tired & Headach.
Hehs, Baby Went To Friend's House Play
Mahjong , So I Stay at Home Lorh.
Lazy Type So Much. :x
Bye Earthlings. <:

2010-03-26T07:54:00.000-07:00

You Know what, I Give Up. Forget It. Screw All This. Im Long Done with All these Shit. Don't you Think You Can Try To Hurt Me Again. -'- so Just Fck Off.

2010-03-25T23:10:00.000-07:00

"Such A Nice Sky, But Such a Hurt "

26.03.10 Sunny.
Time Really Passes Very Fast Agree ?
Soon, Its Going To Be April Already. (:
After This Countless Days, Im Still who I Am.

Today, Woke Up around 06am++.
Dressed and Went to school.
tomorrow Still Need Go Back To School
for Physics Remidal. :/
Lazy Blog About Today's Happenings.
RAWR. Derick Say He Jelouse I Always Never Blog About Him :X
So Now Heres My Post About You ! :x
Nahh, Im Just Kidding <:
Alrights , Off To My Resturant City ! <3
Bye Earthlingsssssss (:

2010-03-25T02:53:00.000-07:00

Behind this Old Photo, Flashes an Hurtful Memory.

15.03.10. Rainy.
Its Raining Again.
I Like the Sound Of Rain Hitting On Objects.
Anyone Wanna Just Stand In The
Rain ? I Just want To Express Myself.
For that Moment. (:

Today, Two Phrases.

Firstly,
"Talking To Someone."

- When You Talk to Me , I Act Like Nothing's Happening to Me, Yet, It Hurts so Much Just To stand Next To You.

- Hearing Your Comforting Voice, Pains Me More.

- When You Laughed , I Laughed Too. But Just when You Turned Around, Those Tears Fell.

- when You Speak, I couldn't Help but To remember Those Sweet Yet Painful Memories.

- After You Left, I Avoided You, So that i Won't Have To look Into your eyes.

"Regretting About Someone."

- Im so Sorry About All Those Tantrums I Threw At you. I Really Regret Not Treasuring you.

- I Know Its All My Fault, Now, I Only Want You Back, But Its All Too Late.

- Now That Your Gone, I'v Finally Realized How Much You Really Ment to Me.

- SomeOne Asked Me Weather I missed You, I Just Closed My eyes and Walked away. I whispered So Much.

- I Still Could remember, How You used to Care about Me, But now, No ones there anymore.

FYI - For Your Info,
I Just Written this Out Of Free Time.
KPO's Please Do Not Kp and Complain to anyone.
got It ? You Don't Like It ? don't View My Blog Lorh.
simple. Get Yourself A Life (:
Off Now,
Bye Readers & Earthlingsss <:

2010-03-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

24.03.10 Rainy.
I Feel so Pissed Off right Now.
i really feel like screaming and shouting.
Today, I Wrote a Book About
Love Sentences.
" missing a person "
- I Woulden't have To Forget Him In My Dreams , But In Reality , I Know Its All Over

- Love Wasen't Anything That I Would Want If It Would turn Out To Be hurt.

-Being with you was like a dream. But those pictures and messages reminded me it was real & no more.

- when you left, you took my heart with you. I Was Left Helpless and Hurt.

- without you with me, I only Feel emptiness.

-It Gets So Hard To Not Think About You When Im Alone.

-Im Afraid Of Being Alone Because, Everytime, I would Miss those Sweet and Painful Memories.

-When I spell Love, Its L-O-V-E, But when I Spell Hurt, I Remained Quiet, Because It Hurt'ed
Too Much to even Spell.

-I could Still sense The Bits And Pieces Of you Even When you Left. Isn't that Tragic ?

This Hole week, Would Be posing About this Stuff.
So Readers Stay Tuned For tomorrow's
"Regretting About Someone." <3.

2010-03-23T03:41:00.000-07:00

Its Just Me.

23.03.10 sunny.
Gave School a miss today,
I Knocked My Head On to
a Railing Yesterday,
and It's Still Hurting. :/

Today, Woke Up around 06.50.
Prepare Already, And Head
suddenly Damn Pain.
Around Afternoon,
Went to polyclinic with Junhao Kor.
Thanks Alot To Him, For Accompanying
Me Go See Doctor (:
Talk About Lots Of Crap and
Saw Doctor, He Ask Me Eat Panadol and
Rest. LOL. no medi, $5 ! :x
Take Mc and Went Home.
Rest Alot Lorh.
Nothing Much. (:
Off for Now. Bye Earthlingggsssssss (:

2010-03-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

shall not blog for today.
Bye Earthlingsssssssssssssss (:

2010-03-21T07:29:00.001-07:00

To tell the truth,
I Really Thought I Let'ed Go Of you.
But , No.
When You Called, I was So Happy.
But To Know, The Only Reason You Called,
Is you Wanted Me To Do Things For You.
And You Hurted Me Again.
Its Like, Sprinkling Salt On a Fresh Wound.
No one Really Understands How Depressed I
Am Right Now. Im Really Really Tired.
I Said That Alot of Times.
I Just want To Move On.
But, Its Just So Hard,
Girlfriend Should Understand How I Feel.
In This 14 Years , I Swear Leting You Go
Is the Hardest Thing I Had To Do.
When, I Look Into Your Eyes,
It Feels Like A Blade Thats Cutting Through
Me. I Can't Take It anymore,
I Can't Stand It anymore.
After So Long, Im Still Keeping those
Msgs. Those Pictures.
those 3 Months, Were So Memorable To Me.
But , 3 months After We Broke Up,
I Still Can't Forget him,
I Tried Everything To Get Us Back Together
Again, But i Coulden't Do Anything,
I Was So Helpless.
I Tried Moving On,
But Their Just Not The Right One For Me.
its not the guys, its me.
i can't Stop This Feeling,
Its Burning Me.
Its Brusing Me.
I Had Enough.

2010-03-20T09:34:00.000-07:00

20/3/10. Rainy.
Sorry I Diden't Post
Before 12am. LOL.
Hole Day Never Msg Me.
I Really Miss You. ):

Today Woke Up Around
12++. Stay At Home,
And Rot. Thats About Today.
Hais.
Feeling Sad Now.

2010-03-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

19.03.10. rainy.
Today, When I Saw You,
I Broke Down.

Today ,Woke up around 09++.
Tired.
Kelvin Came Over. Or would he
Rather I Not Blog About It ?
I Don't Know.
Anyways , His The guy That
Hurt Me Alot these Pass Months.
and Yet, When He wants to Patch With Me,
He Is Undecided. It Hurted Me So Bad.
I'v Been Tearing For Like Almost the Hole Day,
and Im Tired.
thats All For Today.
Bye Earthlings.
(update)
Went To Watch Kidnapper With Weiheng
Around 9+.
Walao , the movie very disgusting lorh.
Should Not Have Watched It.
.___.
Hais. Really, What Do You Treat Me as ?
My Heart Really Aches.
I Cried Like Fuck For You.
I Feel So Unwanted.
Love ? I Shoulden't Have
Touched It.

2010-03-17T06:30:00.001-07:00

17.03.10 Sunny.
I Cried So bad Today.

Using My Parents Com. So
No Photo For Today. (:
Vaio Com Super Nice Man,
Today, Woke Up Around 10+.
Tired Man. Continued to Bath,
And Went To Piano Class.
Today, Gan Honey Pei Me Talk
The Hole Day <:
Ty Honey.
Although You Cannot Use Com This Week :x
Hahas, Went Home And Rot.
.__. Thats About All For Today.
Bye Earthlinggs. <3

2010-03-15T19:12:00.001-07:00

Move @ 1 PM Later On.

2010-03-15T07:42:00.000-07:00

15.03.10. Rainy.
Hais. I Really Really Dunno whats
On My Mind. You Still Can't Move On ?
Please Stop Dwelling Over Me. Im
Not Worth it. I Know, You Regret It.
But, Im Sorry. Whats Over, Is Over.
Love Is somthing You should Treasure When you
Have It. Although , My Heart Is Still with Him,
I'll Always Try To Cheer Myself Up.
I Know What You say About the Patch Thing,
Is All Lies. but, I dunno Why, I Feel so Hurt
Again.

Today, woke Up around 11+.
Tired.
Bath and Went To Meet Girlfriend And Sumiko.
took 161 To HouGang. the bus Damn Slow.
Reach There, Bought Girlfriend's Ink Bag.
and Head To Yishun To Buy My M/phosis Bag.
(: Finally Got It. And Head Home.
Around 6++. went To BBC To Meet Girlfriend
Again. LOL. Crap Around And Someone's
Dog Was So cute ! RAWR. :x
I'll Dog Nap It. (:
Head Home, and Today,
My Aunt's Goanna Come Over To
Stay For 2 Days (:
Off For Now.
Moodless.
Bye Earthlinggs. <:

2010-03-13T19:44:00.000-08:00

14.03.10 Sunny.
i Stil Miss You Like I Used Too.
And, It Just Hurts So Much.

Today, Woke Up Around 9++.
Still Feeling Unwell.
Going To church Lateron,
Update Later.

2010-03-13T06:04:00.000-08:00

2010-03-12T03:54:00.000-08:00

13.03.10.
Sometimes, i really don't understand
Why Im So Undecided. ): My Heart
Hurts. But I Just Keep Quiet About It.
but sometimes, its just hurt so hard.

Today, Woke Up Around 6.50am.
Really Really sick.
But Went to School for Exams Anyways.
Damn Tired Man. D:
First Paper, History, Quite Okay Lorh.
Hehs. and afterwards, ART.
ARt Was Super Fun :3
Hahas , Alrights, Shall Stop Here. Byee Earthlings <3

2010-03-11T03:40:00.000-08:00

11.03.10. Sunny.
Stress Stress Stress.
Its 11.38pm Now.
Finally Finished My Art.
Im Not Goanna Blog About Today.
Tired And Stress.

2010-03-09T23:51:00.000-08:00

10.03.10. Windy.
still dwelling on the past ?
Time to Move On.
I Know. But Its Just So Hard
To Let Go Of that Memory.

Today, Woke up around 6.43am++.
raining In The morning. Great !
Then, Went To School as usual.
Hehs. then, Today's the Start of Common Test !
First Paper Was El. Quite okay lorh.
Then, Maths, I Tell You, Maths Sure Fail Liao.
Then, SS. SS, Was QuiteOkay (:
Went Home , and Later going To
Slack With Girlfee :3

2010-03-09T00:40:00.000-08:00

Alrights, Let me Explan What The Pictures Are :x
The first Two , Are what I Did For Maths Today,
And The Second Is The work That I'v Done For The PastWeek And This Week,
Thats Only A Portion ! Imagine That Times Four ? Five ?

09.03.10. Rainy.
Hais. Rainy Day Again.
Although I Really Love A Rainy Day,
But I Miss The Times, Every time It Rains,
You Would call Me And Remind Me To Close
The Windows, And If You Could, You Would
Come down To Accompony Me Through The Rain.
I Really Miss those Times. I Swear It Was the Sweetest
Memories In My Life. But Now, All Thats Left,
Is only Regret. I'v Noticed that Im Spoilted Under
Your Love And Took You For Granted. You Made
Me Realize, How Much you Were, And How Deep
This Memory Is Carved In Me.

Today ,Woke Up around 6.40+.
One Word To Say, Tired.
Hais, Went To School As Normal.
Im Tired Of this Life,
But I Have No choice Anyways.
Tomorrow's Common Test.
And Im Stressed Up. Normally During this
Period Of Time, you Would Accompony Me To
Study, and Watch Me Study.
But, No More.

First lesson, BIO.
the Teacher Never Tell Us, What chapter Study,
Instead, He Show Us Mr Bean ?! WTF ?
Then, CME, busy Writing Project.
and P.E. play Abit Baseball, and Play
My Own Frisbee(: And Recess. EL did alot
Correction and filing, And history,
and EL again ): Feeling Moody Already,
and Maths, never Listen All The Way,
Thinking About Stuff and any how scribble.
wasted 1 Hr. Hais. Then, went to Mt. Teacher
Never Come. So We, Listen To The Relif
NagNAgNag. -'-. I Sleep Awhile and did Alot Of Work.
went Home, @ around 3+. Tired.
Going To Study.
I Hope The Rain will Last Long Long. <3
Bai Earthlings. (: